It's Over Disbelief

[Vermilioncore]

I just have a hard time believing this isn't a nightmare or some cruel joke. How can I be this destroyed? It's almost as if someone is controlling me and making certain things go wrong for me every step of the way.

I would give anything to even revert things back to 2 years ago when at least some things were okay.

I want to just lay here in bed and not move. Just sleep and stare at the tv forever. I'm not even depressed anymore. I'm just in a state of apathy and numbness. It's hard to stop anything bad from happening.

Sad shit, man.

 

[ScornedStoic]

I'm convinced there is a God and he hates me, or is fucking with me for his amusement. Either that or I'm on the Truman show.

 

[thelonewanderer]

I'm convinced we are living in a simulation and I am playing on "Nightmare" difficulty.

 

[doomed 7]

wish i could rope

 

[DoctorBlythe]

I want to just lay here in bed and not move. Just sleep and stare at the tv forever.

I feel the exact same way, man. I just want to mindlessly rewatch my favourite anime and sleep. Even eating seems like a chore nowadays.

 

[Salustio]

HighIQ god argument can't be proven. Alien god can't be proven. Other types of gods can't influence us effectively, unless they have magical abilities that we don't know.

 

[78980n]

 

[ShyManlet]

Moneymaxx and cope with prostitute and find a spineless wife in 3rd world country if you wanna settle down, or betabuxx ugly single moms, instead of being depressed, just concentrate on this cope and keep on moneymaxxing tbh..
Finding a loyal looksmatch gf in thw west / europe is just a pipedream

 

[2 Betrayals]

Yep

I just have a hard time believing this isn't a nightmare or some cruel joke. How can I be this destroyed? It's almost as if someone is controlling me and making certain things go wrong for me every step of the way.

I would give anything to even revert things back to 2 years ago when at least some things were okay.

I want to just lay here in bed and not move. Just sleep and stare at the tv forever. I'm not even depressed anymore. I'm just in a state of apathy and numbness. It's hard to stop anything bad from happening.

Sad shit, man.

Yep 2 years ago wasn’t even that and compared to now. JFL at the acceleration of shit in 2019

 

[needsolution]

I'm convinced we are living in a simulation and I am playing on "Nightmare" difficulty.