Serious Did you see your life turning out like this?

[Deleted member 33778]

First thread from this greycel, idc if discussed before.

Did you boyos know that you would end up alone/in inceldom or did you have hope/were bluepilled that your life would have a happy ending?
For myself, I always thought that one day I would have a gf. I was bluepilled for a long time and thought that the reason I never had gf was because I didn't put myself out there much, JFL.
That was totally the reason, not my 5'5 height

Anyway, thought this would be interesting.

 

[builderseed]

of course i didn't envision the specifics but from around the time i was 15/16 my fate became apparent to me

 

[Kamikaze]

I always knew i was on the uglier/weaker side, but was still believing that one day ill have a couple good friends and a girl to like me for muh personality.

Neither of those ever happened.

 

[Deleted member 32183]

took some time

 

[Deleted member 33216]

Yeah, I always knew I was going to be a loser.

 

[Glast]

When I turned 14, I started to have an idea where my life was going and I ended up entirely correct.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

I thought I would have found a virgin woman by now and thinking about marriage and a future.
But obviously my face made that a reality that is impossible,

 

[fheon]

If it wasnt for Tinder and hypergamy that the social media created it wouldnt be like this. As I'm not a truecel. So no, I could never imagine it turning out like this

 

[PHp]

When I got to around 13-14 years old I already knew I was doomed to be lonely, only got to know it was because of mentalceldom and subhuman looks when I hit around 18 y.o and discovered the blackpill

 

[Deleted member 31122]

I always knew i was on the uglier/weaker side, but was still believing that one day ill have a couple good friends and a girl to like me for muh personality.

Neither of those ever happened.

 

[SoloAlex]

No Happy End for ugly men

 

[Meus]

No I didn't expect to get that old honestly.

I never had any dreams or hopes for my future. I just lived in the present.

 

[Hail The Bloatlord]

Kinda, but being a lone wolf sounded more exciting when I was 12

 

[Autismus Maximus]

Up until 23-25 I still had hopes that I could jestermaxx and land a girl via tinder/badoo, but then I came to terms with my destiny. Had you told me this when I was 16 I'd probably just screeched autistically.

 

[Deleted member 33615]

tbh i even never had plan to be something.

 

[Deleted member 31810]

I went from blue- to blackpill so fucking quickly. It took going to a uni full of cucks and whores to see the truth.

 

[squirrelsonfire2]

I thought I’d have at least a college degree by now

 

[Deleted member 32502]

Kinda, but being a lone wolf sounded more exciting when I was 12

Same. I thought I would be some mysterious character but I'm suicidal loser

 

[HeroinNihilism]

I thought I’d be like some cool guy wearing a leather jacket and shit

 

[kikecel]

when I was in elementary I was 100% sure that I would have had sex after the age of 18.
guess I was living on Mount Cope at the time

 

[Deleted member 33778]

Absolutely brutal thread, can relate unfortunately. You all have my sympathy

 

[Deleted member 33091]

Idk. I always thought lowly of myself. Bluepill copes made me hopeful during my teens but in my early 20s, I knew it was over.

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

I always knew i was on the uglier/weaker side, but was still believing that one day ill have a couple good friends and a girl to like me for muh personality.

Neither of those ever happened.

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

I always knew i was on the uglier/weaker side, but was still believing that one day ill have a couple good friends and a girl to like me for muh personality.

Neither of those ever happened.

This, but with recessed chin.

 

[AmIjustDreaming]

tbh i even never had plan to be something.

 

[Deleted member 27159]

I already knew I would have to fuck prostitutes by the age 15

 

[Deleted member 32725]

Sadly, yes. It's like I always kinda knew I was different and worthless

 

[Mr Joyboy]

At university age I started accepting that it was over, yes.

 

[FlipCd37]

Before I was 19 years old I thought that one day I would have a girlfriend. But then I realized that I was lonely. Then it took about one year until I realized that this will never change.

 

[Mulattocel]

Yes unfortunately.

 

[ItsOver4cel]

prior to the blackpill, I always thought I'd eventually get a NAWALT along with a caring, loyal group of friends who shared my interests. Ofc once I realized the truth it became as clear as water that my fate had always been sealed from the start and everything started to make sense little by little, the way people treated me, how I failed at pretty much everything, how nobody aside from mom found me pretty, how I didn't have any real friends and so on.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

First thread from this greycel, idc if discussed before.

Did you boyos know that you would end up alone/in inceldom or did you have hope/were bluepilled that your life would have a happy ending?
For myself, I always thought that one day I would have a gf. I was bluepilled for a long time and thought that the reason I never had gf was because I didn't put myself out there much, JFL.
That was totally the reason, not my 5'5 height

Anyway, thought this would be interesting.

yes by 18 I knew bad shit was gonna happen and it was over. college further confirmed it and the last 5-6 years no surprises. I am just thankful that money maxxing has been working

 

[Deleted member 27249]

This is the oppisite of everything I thought my life would turn out to be

 

[Deleted member 24016]

I was worried about ending up like this when I was 14 but I thought I would get a gf eventually because its just such an incredibly painful thing to accept that you will be alone forever.

 

[kt0_0]

Not until I started high school. Life was easier before that. Even though I was rejected so many times and left alone with no friends, I still could not imagine I would go on to sit in front of a computer for hours on end, posting threads and talking to people.

 

[erenyeager]

No in matter of fact I believed I would've been a chad. Because my mom said I was pretty and handsome and I would get a wife. No in matter of fact people told me the opposite and did the opposite of what I thought people were capable of. Then I realized the entire world is against me. The only way to be free is to dEstRoy it

 

[Deleted member 33450]

I thought I’d be like some cool guy wearing a leather jacket and shit

its over for ryan gosslingcels

 

[lumipallo]

I always knew it would be hard but not even close to this. And being single is only one of many things that went terribly wrong. When I was younger somebody sold me the lie that when you're 30 the dating pool is in men's favor - didn't turn out to be the truth.
My plan was to invest myself fully in my profession and I hoped I would be something by this age, but other things like poor health, getting kicked out and having to support the other deadbeat parent got in the way of that too.

 

[Deleted member 33778]

I always knew it would be hard but not even close to this. And being single is only one of many things that went terribly wrong. When I was younger somebody sold me the lie that when you're 30 the dating pool is in men's favor - didn't turn out to be the truth.
My plan was to invest myself fully in my profession and I hoped I would be something by this age, but other things like poor health, getting kicked out and having to support the other deadbeat parent got in the way of that too.

Sounds very hard, I'm sorry you've had to go through all that.