When I was a teen I never imagined I would end up like this. All the crazy thoughts and disgusting porn I watch. Water is wet but inceldom must be one of the worst things for mental health and even physical health eventually.
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So many years of torment and pain definitely takes a toll on even the most resilient people
I don't think that my mind is twisted at all, it's everything else that is, everything that I see is wrong. When I was younger I used to suspect that something was simply wrong with me, but now I think it's closer to the other way around.
I honestly don't think my mental health is that bad. But I guess it has to do with the fact I have many mentally ill people in my family and social circle.
i always thought i would be a chump.Just never expected to be a lonely chump.i already had an interest in roping when i was 12.If 12 year old me saw the future,i wonder if he would have roped.
No, I always knew there was something wrong with me.
While all of the other kids were out hanging with their friends and having sex for the first time, I was still fantasizing about what it was like to have a girlfriend.
While all of the other kids were out hanging with their friends and having sex for the first time, I was still fantasizing about what it was like to have a girlfriend.
All porn is "disgusting" and sex is inherently gross, deal with it.
I’m surprised I’m not more twisted tbh.
I wish I would just have roped back then, nothing good or memorable happened since I was tween, just a steep hill downwards.
My mind has always been twisted.
Not really i have known most of my life that i ain't shit
I was in denial of the blackpill and lookism all my life because I thought that there was some form of objectivity somewhere in the world. Generally from adults. Or from somewhere outside of my ego/"I"
This tbh
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Same I could always tell something was not quite right with this world.
It's odd, but the older i get, the less twisted i feel.
It's as if i realized how stupid the twisted shit was and slowly moved away from it.
After all, that stuff was far less likely to happen as the wholesome stuff.
Now it seems like a big waste of energy.
It's as if i realized how stupid the twisted shit was and slowly moved away from it.
After all, that stuff was far less likely to happen as the wholesome stuff.
Now it seems like a big waste of energy.
I used to feel like I would become some normie
This.
The world is fucked (by Jew design) not us.
I was a beautiful, handsome little boy filled only with laughter and love (as I'm sure were the rest of you) until this rotten world bared its ugly Jew fangs at me.
I wish I was a chad, I would be in such a better mental state. But it's over.
It’s actually the other way around. My mind isn’t twisted one bit. It is society that is twisted and evil. In the past I wasn’t able to realize it. Once I became blackpilled and saw how vile society and this damned world really is I have come to despise it. It is absolutely natural to think this way when you realize the true nature of this cruel and evil world
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I'd never think I'd become so twisted and bitter. I thought by this age I'd finally have a girlfriend. Guess not.
i've known the direction i was trending towards since age 12
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