Did you fall into rage, depression, despair, and nihilism after learning about the blackpill? Did you give up on life and start rotting?
basically blackpill and the essence of this universe
I want to slap you.
Completely turned me into an mental introvert
I fell into a depression eventually, because I learned that I was alone and had no friends despite being a jestermaxxer. It didn't help that I had always felt lonely and as if no one gave a fuck about me anyway, and the blackpill just confirmed everything. I learned why everyone had always treated me unfairly and gave me no humility for my actions that weren't even serious in the slightest and just misunderstandings or just stupid shit. I learned that no matter how hard I try that I would always be the villain and nothing could ever change that.
Yeah this is one of the most brutal parts of incel subhuman living. To be despised and rejected in spite of being innocent and well-wishing.
Not exactly. I was cynical from an early age (likely because a bit of abuse), but this blackpill stuff stills baffles me. It's hard to believe most people have such seething hatred for ugly men they never even met.
No, the bluepill did. Some people mistake it for the blackpill being the cause. It's the bluepilled lies that break you over time. Leave you confused and unsatisfied. Its a punch to the gut to realize that everything you learned about the "just world" growing up was a lie. That's the fault of the bluepill entirely for being deceptive and hindering.
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I was very disappointed once I learned of female nature.
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, we were already broken before the blackpill answered our reason for becoming the sub humans we are
Yeah that's basically my life story, but given that I had an ego and much ambition in my younger days, the blackpill would've devasted me and hurt me too, though over time it would've saved me, whereas the bluepill (i.e., false hope) drained me and killed as time went on.
Yes. I'd even made plans of going ER back in HS, but never had the guts nor the resources to do it. My psyche eventually gave in and now I am permafucked on jewpills
Could be different actually. Harsh truths we learn while young, we just accept and deal with. By the time we're older its not as big a deal. Kids just accept it and you carry it with you later on. I think were we told about reality sooner, it might not be quite as emotionally taxing due to all the mixed messages that didnt line up with reality.
Consider. If your friend robbed your house and killed your pets, then lied to you and acted like they were trying to help you find who did it (the bluepill). And then a stranger who saw the whole thing came along with proof and showed you that your friend is a liar and was the one who fucked you over (the blackpill)... Would you blame the former or the latter for your anguish?
People blaming the blackpill are forgetting that the only reason it makes them feel low when they first hear about it, is because they've been conditioned to believe a lie for most of their lives. Which is always going to be hard. Look how people freak the fuck out when damning family secrets come out. It hurts people to be so viciously lied too and betrayed.
I just can't do it. I can't accept my genetically impoverished life. This is why I lash out at curries. My wrath is a result of my resentment toward an ecosystem of poverty and severe limitation while having to watch genetically privileged people of other races live fulfiling lives.
Its not just societal conditioning because where do you think that conditioning comes from? It originates from man's innate desire to enlarge himself and overcome his limitations.
i accepted it and just try to move on with my life. not much i could do
it is brutal sitting on the sidelines watching others get everything you could only ever dream of
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I was already on The family blackpill before I took the blackpill as a whole for everything, family sucks honestly when you get past the shithead phrases "nobodies perfect" "they're your flesh and blood" "family first"
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Smart move for ethnics, they will never be privileged as whites
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Well said. High IQ analogy.
its fucking voerYES
ahh yes this one I find hilarious. People who get along with their families are often blind to the fact that some people dont have good families. They end up in disbelief about it and blame you instead
it gave me cynicism
I was mostly blackpilled my whole life and I'm naturally a hateful, depressed, nihilistic person so it can't be a coincidence.
Just takes evaluating the situation neutrally tbh. Different situations but the same merits. I think the reason for the difference in attitude despite them being the same, is because in the "pill" sense, there's no single actor to blame. So it's less evident as to "who" or rather what caused the ill feelings in the first place.
You hate me because I called roblox ugly.
It's so isolating. Even friendly normies you encounter are mindlessly accepting horrendously evil lies and hypocracy and you know, no matter what you say, none of them will ever be made to care. They might pretend to be motivated by morals or emotions, but once it's between keeping their social status and risking something to defend the values they pay lipservice to, you will find them on the opposite site of the fence, ready to gang up on you with the rest of the mob.
For some reason blackpill was even worse than race realism. At least with that race the whole "noble lie" aspect of pretending it's not real for the greater good or something is a believable excuse. Blackpill is just "we couldn't say or think something bad about women, and if society has to fall apart so we can stick with that, than this is a small price we are willing to pay!"
For some reason blackpill was even worse than race realism. At least with that race the whole "noble lie" aspect of pretending it's not real for the greater good or something is a believable excuse. Blackpill is just "we couldn't say or think something bad about women, and if society has to fall apart so we can stick with that, than this is a small price we are willing to pay!"
yeah i can barely enjoy videogames and just drink now
its so fucking over
its so fucking over
High IQ. It's the constant inner conflict blue pilled beliefs create. Basically constant brainwashing and gaslighting against our human instincts and perception.
The bluepill is borderline abuse tbh
blackpill is like acceptance for me, i don't have mental problems due to being blackpilled.
i was always a lookist all my life especially since i lived in poor sandnigger places and most people are hardwired to treat ugly people like shit.
i was always a lookist all my life especially since i lived in poor sandnigger places and most people are hardwired to treat ugly people like shit.
It didn't destroy me but made me a lot more nihilistic and solved alot of my questions.
Blackpill is not that revolutionary tbh.
Old gopnik wisdom that women are whores that throw themselves before a hot tall guy, or a BMW is the original blackpill. Nowadays the BMW is a Porsche or a Lamborghini, though.
I've been experiencing it way before it was a thing, I didn't need some autist compiling studies to confirm what I have been living.
Old gopnik wisdom that women are whores that throw themselves before a hot tall guy, or a BMW is the original blackpill. Nowadays the BMW is a Porsche or a Lamborghini, though.
I've been experiencing it way before it was a thing, I didn't need some autist compiling studies to confirm what I have been living.
nah cuz I learned it the hard way from failed life experiences
It broke my blue pill mindset.
Not really, always knew how shitty the majority of humans are, but at least it gave me proof of that
I was always heading down that track but all the internet slop I devoured and the books I read just accelerated it, if it were my parents generation i'd be at this stage mentally maybe in my mid 30s or even early 40s but here I am in my mid 20s with the mentality of a depressed middle aged man with a bleak jaded and misanthropic outlook on life, imagine 20 years from now it will be broodal.
my life was over far before I was blackpilled so it didn't break me that hard. But did somewhat
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It unironically helped me; with the knowledge, I was able to fix one of my flaws with facial surgery from my denture, while before I was being gaslighted that it did not matter while getting comments on the extra sides that show it extremely matter especailly when I got blackpill.
I somehow got taller through heightmaxxing, from motivation to get treated better from the blackpill.
I did figure some issue with my social interaction was from my look through the blackpill; like, I get treated way better if I am like 30 pounds leaner than anything than just personalitymaxx; some interactions that I always work but feel with others, like with some women, were failed from looks, and they used to legit give me cognitive dissonance on what I learn of personalitymaxxing because I had no idea what the heck I did wrong as I was commented by others to have a good personility; I didn't even try to flirt with these women, but I could sense they were less interested, and it somewhat effected everything, which wasn't that bluepill or redpill say.
The bluepill gave me cognitive dissonance and limited my chance of looksmaxxing while in puberty; I am pissed that I could have been way taller from looksmaxxing for instance, especially since my family grew until my late 20s; I lowkey remember some saying that I should not have lost weight when get way better by others when I am leaner especially by women. I am just going to leanmaxx hard when my heightmaxxing is done.
I somehow got taller through heightmaxxing, from motivation to get treated better from the blackpill.
I did figure some issue with my social interaction was from my look through the blackpill; like, I get treated way better if I am like 30 pounds leaner than anything than just personalitymaxx; some interactions that I always work but feel with others, like with some women, were failed from looks, and they used to legit give me cognitive dissonance on what I learn of personalitymaxxing because I had no idea what the heck I did wrong as I was commented by others to have a good personility; I didn't even try to flirt with these women, but I could sense they were less interested, and it somewhat effected everything, which wasn't that bluepill or redpill say.
The bluepill gave me cognitive dissonance and limited my chance of looksmaxxing while in puberty; I am pissed that I could have been way taller from looksmaxxing for instance, especially since my family grew until my late 20s; I lowkey remember some saying that I should not have lost weight when get way better by others when I am leaner especially by women. I am just going to leanmaxx hard when my heightmaxxing is done.
It helped me actually. Made me realize it wasn't my fault that I had experienced all these rejections, there was nothing I could do to change that. My genetics had failed me so now all I can do is save up to get surgery which I plan on doing in the future.
Well put
Denialism, rage, despair, ... then acceptance and moved on to other stuff in my life.
See elsewhere in the thread too. The analogy of a friends and a stranger. I think that highlights the difference well. Blaming the blackpill is odd to me. The blackpill has dictated our lives long before we ever heard about it. If it breaks someone when they find out the bluepill is a lie, then its the bluepill that's at fault.
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