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Specifically whore ones. Even in elementary school, I remember this one evil nigger bitch would take immense pleasure in doing shit like making me leader of a group then making me pick members. As I looked at everyone around like deer caught in a headlight I still remember all the kids literally shaking their heads saying "don't pick me". She was laughing too. Shit like that.
I later tried to "mature" and respect teachers more while still bluepilled in high school, only to find out they've been talking massive shit about me behind my back. My only friend I had my senior year, during his parent teacher meeting he told me that she told his parents he was "associating with a young man with no future" (me). Why? It actually hurt me. I read alot, in 10th grade already was coping with dostoyevsky and researching it on my own, but of course I was trash compared to the other kids who just used cliffnotes because ugly. I truly became blackpilled and realized, it is ALL about looks and nothing else when even English teachers were shitting on the only kid who actually read in their class.
I later tried to "mature" and respect teachers more while still bluepilled in high school, only to find out they've been talking massive shit about me behind my back. My only friend I had my senior year, during his parent teacher meeting he told me that she told his parents he was "associating with a young man with no future" (me). Why? It actually hurt me. I read alot, in 10th grade already was coping with dostoyevsky and researching it on my own, but of course I was trash compared to the other kids who just used cliffnotes because ugly. I truly became blackpilled and realized, it is ALL about looks and nothing else when even English teachers were shitting on the only kid who actually read in their class.
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