If you weren't always hateful, tell us about the moment you turned. I know a lot of you will say "It wasn't one thing, it was a number of things." But there's only ever one turning point. I wanna know the turning point.
Experiment Did inceldom make you hateful? Or were you always hateful and never thought anything was wrong with your current views?
Realizing the true horrifying extent of my subhumanity after taking the blackpill made me hateful.
What do you mean "taking the blackpill?" What actually happened? Did you read an article or something? Tell us about it.
Ever since becoming incel, I can't take BPD sluts with ease no more and I get angry as fuck when I see bimbo sluts like that. Back in my junior year, I slapped this one bitch in the back of the head then I punched her in the back a few days later. Fucking cunt bitch started sleeping around again with a bunch of guys after that.
Failure happened. I failed in everything I've tried.
I mean the turning point. Tell us about the turning point.
Failure was the turning point nigga. Before my failure, I was coping with red pill hard work bs.
What specific thing did you fail at? There has to be a single point where you decided "That's it, no more Mr. Nice Incel." It has to be a conscious decision you make, which means there was a single moment in time you made that decision.
Same question for you. I'm asking you guys about the specific moment in time you decided to stop being nice.
School and career. Failed to STEMmaxx because of low IQ. IQ pill was my first blackpill. Second thing I failed at was weight lifting due to hiatal hernia and knee and shoulder injury. After I failed at lifting, I just quit everything and started LDARing super hard.
So it was a failure at lifting. That was the turning point.
Turning point was the IQ pill. Before that, I was coping with red pill bs very very hard and pushing my body towards breakdown.
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The fuck do you mean hateful? Everyone has things and people they hate. You're asking that as if people are sitting in place in their chairs just seething with hateful thoughts. JFL
Bluepilled til the age of 28.
Constant rejections but I did not blame anyone.
Gymmed, got status, lost weight, worked on myself and my social life.
Still rejected from age of 18 to 28.
Women didnt find me interesting. They blocked me on dating sites, looked away when talking to me, tried to get away.
I thought it was my personality but people that tried to help said that I am nice and social.
The point I lost my fucking mind had to be..
28 years old. Interested in a woman. Single and looked for people. I asked her out, she said she didnt look for anyone.
Later at a party a chad friend already in a relationship came to the party. I knew him and she didnt.
I thought nothing would happen as he is already in a relationship and she did not look for anyone.
In the party she completely ignored me but kept looking at him all the time smiling.
He noticed her and then they fucked loudly inside a locked room.
That is when my cope became hatred. My whole life was a lie. Women hated me because I am an unattractive ethnic.
For 28 years I listened to bluepillers, some redpilled losers, women, jews and I felt disgusted by incels.
Now, totally giving up, I watched the incel community. EVERYTHING started to make sense. Incels are hateful because society rejected them. Everything they are saying fits my world.
Now, my hatred towards everything is extremely high. I have been denied sex and love because I am ugly. Rejected because women saw me inferior enough to spread genes. And I did not go for attractive women, I gave up on them and went for anyone that were intesting.
Now reading forums like IncelTears makes my hatred grow even bigger. They are telling me that it is my fault that I think like this. No, it is societys fault. If women gave me a fucking chance I would not have gone this way. Women are the fucking reason I am like this. I am fucking 34 years old now, my life is fucking useless and I cant accept sitting here while others can get sex and kids. I want kids too. Why the fuck did the nature decide that I would be denied children..
Constant rejections but I did not blame anyone.
Gymmed, got status, lost weight, worked on myself and my social life.
Still rejected from age of 18 to 28.
Women didnt find me interesting. They blocked me on dating sites, looked away when talking to me, tried to get away.
I thought it was my personality but people that tried to help said that I am nice and social.
The point I lost my fucking mind had to be..
28 years old. Interested in a woman. Single and looked for people. I asked her out, she said she didnt look for anyone.
Later at a party a chad friend already in a relationship came to the party. I knew him and she didnt.
I thought nothing would happen as he is already in a relationship and she did not look for anyone.
In the party she completely ignored me but kept looking at him all the time smiling.
He noticed her and then they fucked loudly inside a locked room.
That is when my cope became hatred. My whole life was a lie. Women hated me because I am an unattractive ethnic.
For 28 years I listened to bluepillers, some redpilled losers, women, jews and I felt disgusted by incels.
Now, totally giving up, I watched the incel community. EVERYTHING started to make sense. Incels are hateful because society rejected them. Everything they are saying fits my world.
Now, my hatred towards everything is extremely high. I have been denied sex and love because I am ugly. Rejected because women saw me inferior enough to spread genes. And I did not go for attractive women, I gave up on them and went for anyone that were intesting.
Now reading forums like IncelTears makes my hatred grow even bigger. They are telling me that it is my fault that I think like this. No, it is societys fault. If women gave me a fucking chance I would not have gone this way. Women are the fucking reason I am like this. I am fucking 34 years old now, my life is fucking useless and I cant accept sitting here while others can get sex and kids. I want kids too. Why the fuck did the nature decide that I would be denied children..
But you didn't decide to be hateful until you failed at lifting.
You know what I mean by "hateful."
Now this is what I'm talkin' about. This is an origin story.
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I'm honestly not sure what you mean exactly. I hate a lot of things, but I wouldn't describe myself as a hateful person.
My self-esteem started plummeting and self-hate started rising after I was forced to swallow the IQ pill.
But you weren't like "Fuck the femoids" or whoever it is you hate until the lifting issue.
Are you one of those misogynists or racists or whatever?
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Why are you talking like a redditor? JFL
I was already like that before I failed at lifting.
We can't talk about misogyny or racism here?
See, that's what I was asking about. Where your views that normies don't like come from.
I took the red pill on women before my failure at STEMmaxxing and reckoning with the IQ pill, but the real hatred that I developed for life itself came after I had swallowed the IQ pill.
Okay, what was the turning point for the redpill? Were you ever bluepilled?
STEMmaxxing failure was the turning point. Took me from red to black pill.
I guess so, but overtime became more red pilled, but once the blackpill struck, there was no looking back at all.
Foids hated me first. They've been laughing at me whilst i dindu nuffin. Why is it not right to hate them?
No, I'm asking when did change your perspective to the red pill? When did you FIRST start being like "Fuck the femoids?"
So when did you start hating them back? What specific moment?
Since when i became an adult. Graduated boys' school and went to the uni(Engineering) and haven't graduated yet. University is indeed a cesspool of blackpill - you literally evaluated solely by your looks and height. I gained lots of negative feedbacks and experiences from them when i was just a freshman. I can't precisely point out specific moments but those negative cycles are repeatedly continuing.
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We sure can. One has little to do with my inceldom, while the other has nought to do with it.
It just grew on me over time. No specific moment or period. Red pill and right wing stuff always felt more logical to me than virtue signaling woke bs coming from hyper privileged sheltered white women who have no clue about struggling in life.
But the argument that people tend to make here is "I wasn't always like this, but inceldom turned me bitter towards women/miscegenators/The Jews."
But you were bluepilled at one point. So there must've been a specific moment when you stopped being bluepilled.
Back when I was in middle school. No specific moment.
Alright, so what happened there?
Nothing. Things just got harder over time.
But there must've been a moment when your beliefs/opinions changed.
No there wasn't you retard. It happened as things in school got harder resulting in me struggling more and more.
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I came out the womb hating ethnics and foids, it comes naturally to me.
In order for something to "happen," it must take place in a "moment." If even one belief changed, there was a moment when that happened.
Started at 14 15 when all my friends surpassed me in heights and started seeing the difference in treatment in everything.
And how i was getting bullied by basically everyone but i stood up for myself all the times but it still hurt alot that you have to be on alert 24/7
And how i was getting bullied by basically everyone but i stood up for myself all the times but it still hurt alot that you have to be on alert 24/7
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It's natural and logical to think that being incel and then getting black pilled on why you're incel and the nature of female nature, society, dating et cetera has a fair chance of making you at least someone misogynist. How could it not, after learning female nature and seeing how they behave? Same for miscegenation. It's also logical to assume that one would be against it for various reasons after being black pilled on race.
As for "the Jews,," you could loosely argue that feminism and tinder (both Jewish inventions) contribute towards the rising numbers in inceldom.
So I'm asking, if that's how it was for you, when exactly did you turn? What convinced you?
for me its more of loneliness tbh, and i found myself read novels to cope a lot and lot of edgy teenage shit still feel enjoyable. i guess at heart i still wanna be like 16 even when im at 30
I don't think I hate anyone apart from being generally misanthropic.
Communities like these probably just reinforced my existing mindset after I saw how eerily similar other users' stories and life experiences were to mine.
Communities like these probably just reinforced my existing mindset after I saw how eerily similar other users' stories and life experiences were to mine.
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There wasn't one specific point in time that you could pinpoint and say, "right there." Being black pilled and having your worldview changed is a gradual process. It doesn't happen overnight. It was a series of life experiences in my teens and 20s and the accumulated evidence that supports the feeling of "something clearly isn't right here" that kept mounting. Add in curiosity and the need to understand things, and here we are.
I became hateful when I realized it will be very hard for me to have a family the natural way.
Same tbh. Early 30s and I'm sort of trying to cope by reliving my teens and early 20s. Like through enrolling in college again.
I hate foids, foids are not people
But there is a point where a belief changes. It might be a gradual process, but at some point during that process you say "Okay, this belief has changed now. I no longer believe the old thing, I believe the new thing."
What happened to make you realize this?
My turning point was trying speed dating
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That's usually not an actively conscious phenomenon. Most of the time you find your beliefs gradually shifting slowly over the years until one day you wake up and believe something different altogether. Virtually nobody stops and think to themselves, "that belief I had a minute ago is no longer there."
Women refusing to date me even when I was simping.
I know all the times my mind changed about a thing. It comes with a change in approach.
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