EdgyPatrician
Dreams don't come true for people like us
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- Jan 24, 2019
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I had a dream last night with the only girl I was ever in love with and it was the most beautiful thing I ever experienced. I never experienced somebody being happy to see me before. Touching her felt like pure bliss. I was even halfway lucid during it, but always lost the dream because of it and woke up halfway just to get back to sleep again and continue the dream. Everything was so easy and perfect and when I finally woke up completely I was absolutely devastated, that I will never get to experience this in reality. I wasn't even aware, that humans can feel this much joy, happinness and bliss. It was better than any drug I know and deeply addicting. Now I'm sitting here and cannot stop thinking about why existence is complete and utter shit compared to what could be. Existence as it is here truly is the greatest punishment I can think of. I cannot in any way imagine or understand people, who are happy to exist and love life. I wish the world would end today.