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I realized that nothing can break down my spirit. Despite being mocked and ignored at the office by everyone during workhours, and explicitly bullied when we go out for "socialization" events... I still love my job and am very proud of the work I do. I like the fact that despite how I'm treated so shitty, I get the job done. I don't complain, I don't whine, I don't rat to H.R... I shut up and do my job. I am clearly the one holding the company together. The Chads are dumb, the girls don't even do any real work, they're just on their phones all day. I was the guy hired to keep shit running while the others were just hired because they "look" professional and as a consulting firm it's all about our look. I feel like a movie protagonist. I'm so underrated and don't get any credit for it, but I do it anyways.
This makes me feel even more special, while many would quit or whine, I don't. I do productive endeavor for its own sake. Why does a carpenter make a table? Is it for money? Maybe, but maybe it is to create something as close to perfection as possible, to strive in an art, to do something good. This is what ascension means to me now. I've given up on women, but I have not given up on self actualization.
This makes me feel even more special, while many would quit or whine, I don't. I do productive endeavor for its own sake. Why does a carpenter make a table? Is it for money? Maybe, but maybe it is to create something as close to perfection as possible, to strive in an art, to do something good. This is what ascension means to me now. I've given up on women, but I have not given up on self actualization.