Intellau_Celistic
5'3 KHHV Mentalcel
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No, not anymore.
As a young child and adolescent, however, I'd help my chronically-ill mother daily with her medications and house tasks.
If it makes you feel any better, my mother cancelled her medical appointment to visit another relative during his criminal trial.
Her van driver came to the door - I told him she was gone.
Well, I lived in a basement for several years unable to leave the house other than every few months. I had no money and rotted in a basement filled with asbestos.
This man also...listened to me while I was sleep-talking and also in the basement.
Unfortunate. I'm an only child.
When I was a child, I spent most of my time alone moving between the basement and my room.
I could've given you a better answer in the basement.
wdym?
5'3 and cant commincate properly
Re: I have no ego whatsoever
u live for?
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Post Count: 6332#150854133Sunday, November 30, 2014 8:34 PM CST
"problem is I've cut off contacts with everyone outside my family except for a select group of people once a month at a club meeting so yeah" I would suggest attempting to retrieve an assessment from a qualified psychologist.
Re: ot im thinking about commiting suicide
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Post Count: 6332#182817833Monday, February 01, 2016 1:07 AM CST
Well TheMagentaDelight, your evident naivety is rather astounding, and repulsive. The concept of "living for family" is certainly existent. It is the product of the natural hedonistic-inclinations shared mutually between all human individuals. Relatives provide many individuals with a mechanism to receive self-pleasure via reassurance/assistance from external people. That is why they are so heavily celebrated.
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Post Count: 6332#151522842Thursday, December 11, 2014 7:17 PM CST
Although you may not currently agree with the remaining segments of my statement, there's much better ways to handle a problem than to commit suicide. The effects of depression can often become severe and the affected individual can transcend into a state of pure hopelessness yet "Depression" requires a system of management. It may be difficult, however you'll have to change your perspective of the situation and attempt to take the initiative to handle your various problems, I would suggest communicating with a relative and a professional psychology as it may help you significantly.
Re: i didn't even know my cousin is getting married tomorrow
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Post Count: 6332#149376977Saturday, November 08, 2014 4:16 AM CST
Hopefully you enjoy the events surrounding your relatives then.Re: I hope none of my family members pass before their time.
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Post Count: 6332#151140918Friday, December 05, 2014 3:45 PM CST
Perhaps you simply have a significant degree of loneliness that has resulted in your extensive emotional attachment to your relatives? Although it's certainly understandable, It's important to have a durable realization that any sudden occurrences could result in unexpected and potentially life-altering effects and thus I would suggest that you attempt to maintain a positive relationship with them while making sure to prevent yourself from becoming too psychologically dependent on them.
Re: lmao my dad who's been away for like most of my life
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Post Count: 6332#158661030Thursday, March 26, 2015 1:27 AM CDT
Biologically, fertilization occurred, and that certainly wasn't a mistake. It would seem that your father is using you as a target for his own issues, likely out of internal psychological conflict for his abandonment of his offspring. Personally, I would suggest communicating with a trained professional in psychology about this as the situation is apparently causing you distress due to your lack of parental acceptance.
Why Are Pokemon And Dragon Ball Z Such Nostalgic Shows?
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Post Count: 451#184232713Tuesday, February 23, 2016 9:49 PM CST
Hello Off-Topic. Despite being twenty-two years of age and currently unemployed(Due to an economic recession), I spend countless hours viewing episodes from the original, English versions of the Pokemon and Dragon Ball Z television series. The constant, nostalgic battles are truly exciting. I have purchased many figurines and costumes from both shows, and I role-play with them frequently. Just a mere hour ago, I played Dragon Ball Z Budokai Tenkaichi 3 on my Playstation 2. I hope to play Pokemon Crystal on my GameBoy next. I am hoping to travel to Japan once I receive sufficient funding from relatives so that I may meet Akira Toriyama personally. I enjoy his manga pages very much. Do you also enjoy good, original shows such as Pokemon and Dragon Ball Z? They are involved in the vast majority of my day.Re: My counselor thinks I have sensory processing disorder
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Post Count: 451#181323968Friday, January 08, 2016 11:24 PM CST
"Explain" Mercy and empathy is not exhibited towards those who suffer from chronic, debilitating cognitive disorders. Instead, such individuals regularly patronize the affected victims and perceive them as being "socially-inferior." Relatives reject the individuals and criticize them for being incapable of adhering to their irrational standards. Learning/speech disorders are perceived as a signal of being "intellectually-inept." Truly, society is highly repulsive and heavily contaminated with narcissistic individuals concerned only with minimizing those who cannot experience the bliss of proper functionality. It is very frustrating. Penalties should be utilized to punish those who cannot understand the perils of sufferers from disorders such as autism.Re: Why Are Pokemon And Dragon Ball Z Such Nostalgic Shows?
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Post Count: 451#184269859Wednesday, February 24, 2016 5:10 PM CST
Alright. I finished winning Budokai Tenkaichi 3 by using Red Potara Broly against my younger, laborious cousin, who used regular Piccolo to battle me. I am very glad that I can easily enjoy both adult and childhood activities by receiving financial support from relatives. Dragon Ball Z is an amazing show.
Re: Astral Projection can i get some tips?
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Join Date: 2016-01-24
Post Count: 8#182375885Monday, January 25, 2016 4:45 AM CST
"Can you feel anything during astral projection?" Yes. You can feel the molecules surrounding you dissipating in a gradual manner. "Does your astral body get out of your physical body automatically?" Not quite, it is a process of gradual ascension. You can only reach complete ascension if you envision an abstract realm separate from reality.
Re: Why Do Atheists Deny The Divinity Of Christ?
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Post Count: 45#181487278Monday, January 11, 2016 3:08 AM CST
"Describe one of these interactions with your creator" Yes. Various years ago, I was a homeless 19 year old man seeking guidance after being verbally-abused. After prayer to the Lord, I was picked up by a stranger and taken to a Protestant church. Now, three years later, I am in a financially-stable position and able to depend exclusively on the hands of Jesus. I evangelize regularly about the mercy and righteousness of Jesus. I do not want to see you eliminated from society because of a simple judgement error. Repent and annex yourself to the Christ. He will redeem your worth.
Re: My Grandma just died.
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Post Count: 182#182869557Monday, February 01, 2016 9:49 PM CST
"Sociopaths" None of the users claiming to be "sorry" for the death of your relative truly care. They are merely attempting to make themselves appear as "respectable" and "sympathetic" individuals over the Internet. Your grandmother was insignificant and valueless to anyone outside of her social/relative clique. It is the mere truth of the situation.
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I see; are you still religious?![]()
Re: is this really punishable?
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Post Count: 451#181230602Thursday, January 07, 2016 11:26 AM CST
Yes, you can blame leftists for conveying "Political Correctness." The process of desensitization towards religions such as Islam has begun, despite the fact that the Constitution strictly mandates separation of religion and government-functionality. Crude oil and foreign community support are the primary factors involved.Re: i wish i didnt grow up in a religious household
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Post Count: 451#181269683Friday, January 08, 2016 1:04 AM CST
Religion is only adhered to because it instills fear of eternal punishment via psychological-manipulation. Essentially, such ideologies are structured on mental abuse.Re: [ Content Deleted ]
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Post Count: 451#181289793Friday, January 08, 2016 3:20 PM CST
It is simply a "logical" explanation for natural phenomena. Your naivety is quite evident, given that you do not recognize that the entire structure of scientific knowledge orientates around objective analysis. Also, this is relevant to biology, considering that it describes inheritance of mutations throughout various generations, whereas religion is solely subjective.
What the fuck is this ?
Relatives:
Re: i didn't even know my cousin is getting married tomorrow
Re: I hope none of my family members pass before their time.
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Post Count: 6332#149376977Saturday, November 08, 2014 4:16 AM CST
Hopefully you enjoy the events surrounding your relatives then.
Re: what do u live for?
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Join Date: 2013-06-23
Post Count: 6332#151140918Friday, December 05, 2014 3:45 PM CST
Perhaps you simply have a significant degree of loneliness that has resulted in your extensive emotional attachment to your relatives? Although it's certainly understandable, It's important to have a durable realization that any sudden occurrences could result in unexpected and potentially life-altering effects and thus I would suggest that you attempt to maintain a positive relationship with them while making sure to prevent yourself from becoming too psychologically dependent on them.
Re: girls-human or different species
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Post Count: 6332#182817833Monday, February 01, 2016 1:07 AM CST
Well TheMagentaDelight, your evident naivety is rather astounding, and repulsive. The concept of "living for family" is certainly existent. It is the product of the natural hedonistic-inclinations shared mutually between all human individuals. Relatives provide many individuals with a mechanism to receive self-pleasure via reassurance/assistance from external people. That is why they are so heavily celebrated.
Re: Have you ever noticed that Off Topic has cliches?
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Post Count: 6332#146390337Friday, September 19, 2014 7:16 PM CDT
Both genders are humans either way. Perhaps the problem is that you need to change your perspective on the situation? Each person has their own individual personality and simply because one female doesn't necessarily enjoy your presence doesn't mean someone else won't; I would suggest that perhaps you examine your own behavior and personality rather then categorizing everyone of a specific gender group together simply because different people react differently. Additionally, you'll benefit much more from "Academic" knowledge rather then unnecessarily obsessing over the opposite gender.
Re: social life: do you have one?
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Post Count: 6332#153814730Monday, January 12, 2015 3:43 PM CST
"We have clicks in the sense that people generally only post on threads made by certain people and only acknowledge people they like." Favoritism is generally abundant throughout civilization due to the simple fact that individuals generally become accustomed to the presence of another person once they've analyzed their characteristics. Hence the formation of cliques, especially on a significantly "Anonymous" medium such as the Internet.
Re: oh god i need to hang out with my friends more
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Post Count: 6332#181236357Thursday, January 07, 2016 2:10 PM CST
Yes, I do indeed have a "social life." Although, my preferred method of social interaction is to provoke impulsive users over the Internet for personal pleasure. It is not worth maintaining "friendship" when you can enjoy the presence of enemies.
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Post Count: 6332#181239000Thursday, January 07, 2016 3:04 PM CST
You do not need the presence of psychological-slavery via "Friendship"; there is greater pleasure derived from provoking vulnerable users over the Internet.
One day, Mother was asked by my father to write a check, which she did. However, he was angry because she was drying off after a shower. This led him to shove her onto the floor(She was naked) and kick her legs repeatedly, which I was present for and saw. He also broke her fingers and cut her knuckles, injured her knees and kicked her abdomen. Our utilities were cut off three times due to failure to pay, and the result was living with my paternal grandparents for weeks at a time. On the day we moved in with my maternal grandparents, me and Mother sat in the dark since my father didn't pay the utility bill("Well, then leave"; he left the house after yelling, which I hid from).
fair enough. The hatred in my eyes is more than valid @JoeBruhcel
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Post Count: 451#183567345Saturday, February 13, 2016 11:26 PM CST
Hello adolescent schoolchildren. Lately, I have explored the territory surrounding my place of dwelling. And during each individual expedition, I noted the magnificent geometrical patterns throughout nature. The mere nodes of a single leaf bind together to form often semi-curved yet white, "embedded" lines. It is beautiful. Upon returning home, I thought excessively about the situation. And then I came to a horrid and unfortunate realization: The vast majority of civilians are incapable of recognizing simple mathematical patterns within nature. I was repulsed by that truthful realization. Mathematics is one of the fundamental components of abstraction. Recognizing the connection of concepts via mathematical knowledge is imperative to understanding the functionality of a system. Basic Calculus describes sequences.
I make no attempt when holes are present.
(I'm quite sincere)
Brutally raped by habbo hotel children
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I've had ED from ASD and severe anxiety. I'd start having thoughts of my inferiority to the males in group therapy whenever I tried masturbating as an adolescent.
Yes. The Ukrainian foid from group therapy partnered with me for a group activity. She was the most mature of our group, I believe.
It was based on a Ring Theory problem, which I knew and recognized that our activity was unsolvable immediately. I was, by that age, slightly versed in Pure Mathematics.
Yes. Shannon Rose Bosanac frowned at me in group therapy. I was told to chat with her.
I now understand why "Miss Rebecca" felt the need to issue a warning against any sort of racism to our White "newcomers".
Remember, dear fellowcels: There is never an objectively "good" reason for any male to worship a femoid simply because she is short, hazel-eyed, pale and depressed.
My voice was high-pitched and creaky in group therapy. A certain taller Black male constantly denigrated me and told me I looked/sounded like a "short girl".
I eventually regretted divulging so much during my first stint in group therapy. I informed the group of my "home experiences" and some of my GI problems.
i'll answer for entertainment purposes:
D.D, the morena in our group, was off-limits per group therapy rules. I was hesitant to see her each day after I realized how attractive her personality was compared to S.R.B. It seemed a male group psychologist was needed to "balance" out White femoid privilege.
"I don't like speaking to vain girls."
"Other girls are so fake"
"I feel so ugly and bipolar"
She sat with her head in her arms each day, heavily depressed. Still, she was easily seduced by a Mulatto.
Perhaps.
Admittedly, a certain very light little girl named "Alexis"(Mulatta) was always respectful and kind to me during my first stint in group therapy. She would often smile at me and offered a pencil to me. I would strap her and another boy named Malcolm into their seats sometimes if they needed help.
In my opinion, she was sexually attractive.
During my second mental breakdown
Nice
I call it heightened extra peripheral consciousness, the story of Enkidu says it all especially if you're an autistic incel.
"For when I was seduced by the temple prostitute [Shamhat] I lost all my powers, I was no longer able to communicate with the birds, animals, trees, spirit world, and the very heavens itself."
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I had an interview at a sub shop when I was living in the youth commune. I couldn't actually attend due to mental illness.
I did, however, wish I had a eyeglass repair kit.
Replies are kind of bluepilled; if there is a chad, stacy, or minority applying to the same position as you, despite qualifications, they will pick them over you 100% of the time. No one wants to work with a sub5 male
When I lived in the youth commune, a bunch of holes stood outside my room door and said in the hallway:
"You are not a man until you are in your twenties"
One scurried away from me in a Target Field skywalk. Would you say that she wisely avoided a "Toll"?
A Western Queen already accused me of pushing her years ago in a certain city. Her friend's presence was sufficient to prevent me from being arrested.
I've had women avoid me as much as possible. On one occasion, a foid quickly blocked me from sitting next to her on a very crowded bus. Another fell(wearing sandals) on the ground and accused me of pushing her until her foid friend said "It wasn't him".
Ironically enough, in the youth commune, a certain pale White brunette staff member would always speak to me quickly, which I still was able to understand even while dazed from napping. She spoke slowly to the other Blacks. A car filled with young Whites drove past me as I walked to the nearby transit station(5B) and they quickly yelled out racial slurs. Again, I understood their remarks perfectly as the Blacks around me struggled to make sense of them.
They had Granola Cups in the youth commune.
| AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332 | #145888102Friday, September 12, 2014 5:06 AM CDT In a very wide majority of cases, low self-esteem is a very motivating factor combined with perhaps emotional trauma the person may have experienced. |
Yes. In the youth commune, several youth moved away from me snickering.
all these acts of inhumanity require consequences
Years ago, I was bullied too. Youth would laugh at me because I was a short autistic boy who was unable to speak without stuttering. They called me "house mouse", "weirdo", "freak", "pipsqueak", "leprechaun"(feminine voice). One girl said, "I think he has a disability" as a joke.
I've always been dissociated from my surroundings because of my illnesses, so I speak to myself for comfort and clarity. This attracted the attention of a certain Hispanic boy, who happily recorded my private chatter and played it with his friends. He also started shoving me into desks when he realized how "easy" it was to torment me. Eventually, I had a mental breakdown from this.
Yes. In group therapy, young femoids would criticize me because I would sit alone and look at the board games available. My family was poor and I had never seen most of them. It angered them to see me building with Jenga blocks.
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A "sheboon" bullied me in group therapy; she and her Black friends would laugh at my anxious behavior and tell me to "go away" during group activities, which led to me being criticized by psychologists.
I was playing Uno with my therapy group once. I was too anxious to move properly, so I placed cards down at the wrong moment. Sheboons started denigrating me, which the group psychologist ignored.
The group psychologist told someone to stop giving me advice, which resulted in that person being helped by a male, which the group psychologist ignored.
A "sheboon" bullied me in group therapy; she and her Black friends would laugh at my anxious behavior and tell me to "go away" during group activities, which led to me being criticized by psychologists.
I've had women avoid me as much as possible. On one occasion, a foid quickly blocked me from sitting next to her on a very crowded bus. Another fell(wearing sandals) on the ground and accused me of pushing her until her foid friend said "It wasn't him".
A blonde woman once looked at me briefly and quickly switched seats to the other side of the bus.
I was looking at the destination sign directly ahead of me.
I was on a Metro Transit bus once.
An obese, middle-aged Latina noticed my presence(I was looking through my window) and apparently believed I was staring at her reflection.
She started frowning at me.
I've experienced this "firsthand"; a psychiatric nurse said "Hello Su" to me because I was (anxiously) fidgeting with a pencil in my hospital room. This is despite the fact that ASD-related fidgeting was already documented in my mental health history. I am a short ethnic male. Another hospital patient deliberately walked past me twice and insulted me as I was calling a relative on the hospital phone because he thought my hat was "stupid". He received no punishment.
Shannon Rose Bosanac enjoyed three luxurious stays in the same psychiatric hospital. Each time, she was treated like a deity by hospital staff.
And of-course, there was group therapy. I've explained that already
Lyric was a young Mulatta from Milwaukee. She was in the same classes as Aspie John, and the two encountered each-other many times. However, this led to problems...
Aspie John had a bit of a crush on Lyric. When they attended the pumpkin farm field trip, Aspie John approached Lyric's mother about aiding Lyric with gathering a pumpkin. During a class day, Aspie John gave an extra piece of Rollo candy to Lyric as a gift. He introduced himself to her older brother in an attempt to win her friendship. On Valentine's Day, he wrote something for her.
Lyric's best friend was a girl named Gabriella, a pale Castiza. Usually, she would criticize Aspie John with Lyric. Lyric also kicked Aspie John once after he approached her and asked her for friendship.
When Aspie John's teacher pulled him and Lyric outside of the classroom to discuss the bullying briefly, this was Lyric's expression:
The only people who deserve abuse are IT users
No, I was bullied just because I was skinny, had acne and was quiet. People thought I was an easy target. It's a good thing that minecraft weapons are illegal in the UK because I may have used my diamond pickaxe on a few people in Minecraft.
Blood makes everything funnier. Just make it squirt and flow and it is all funny now.
yea i think it is tbh. It might pick up in a couple of hours from now.
He here just to mog me at looking manly
It's always weird when you see a greycel with a low post count and on top banned.
I remember when Napoleon de geso got ghosted by some huge fat tranny he was chatting up and then it left him after it seen his face in person
JFL, chatting up a tranny is crazy in itself but a fat one too? Guy is truly in the mud
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He's an ugly guy these days tbh he's like 40 but the tranny was young that's the only reason he wanted it
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He fucks trannys though
@Robtical, @Fat Link Why is @shii410 banned
@shii410
It was because of that thread he made about @Cyrrow.
i thought he was requested a ban because that dude bragged about being volcel
so he got a temp ban for calling out a volcel who bragged on the forum? idk seems sus
Oh god, my favorite retarded hapa is gone.
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Such painful fiction:
Four years later...
Aspie John is walking to the dinner tray rack of the psych ward he currently resides in, when he notices a familiar face: Anxious Jane.
It is customary for volunteers and nurses to hand patients their trays, but Anxious Jane ignores Aspie John. As he prepares to grab his tray, Anxious Jane quickly walks towards him, makes hand-fiddling gestures and says, "What's your name?" in a mocking tone. She then briefly reads his bracelet and grabs his tray, holding it forcefully as he tries to take it from her.
Aspie John steps back and waits for a few moments without saying anything. He then walks up and gently takes the tray from Anxious Jane's hands, thanking her in the process.
She makes hand-fiddling gestures one more time. He responds with "I hope you have a nice day" and walks off.
Our utilities were cut off three times due to failure to pay, and the result was living with my paternal grandparents for weeks at a time. On the day we moved in with my maternal grandparents, me and Mother sat in the dark since my father didn't pay the utility bill("Well, then leave"; he left the house after yelling, which I hid from).





