Serious Deserved abuse?

[Righteous Hitter]

Did you ever felt that you deserved bullying, forced isolation, neglect and etc. ? I did when i look at things sometimes from time to time. I was very impulsive, very loud and i hated to nearly psycho levels when loosing and i wasn't able to communicate like a normal human being which maybe why people raised hands in the end and said fuck it. I am not sure but maybe i was careless towards others when i was child or teen too. I am really confused so i have yet another dilemma with other dilemmas. I am not saying that you should consider that, just asking you a plain question did you just felt it in such way.

 

[asocialcel]

The only people who deserve abuse are IT users

 

[Righteous Hitter]

The only people who deserve abuse are IT users

 

[LesscoBlob]

The only people who deserve abuse are IT users

 

[Currycel1524]

The only people who deserve abuse are IT users

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Yes, at several points. This fueled my hatred for holes since holes tend to have their suffering justified.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Normies will make you feel that you 'deserve' to be abused when actually you were in fact just as normal as they were , problem is that they don't like people like us.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Story: Two:

I lived in a youth commune for some time. There, I was harassed/bullied by Tyrone and Chadlito. Tyrone took pictures of my naked body(I was in the male bathroom cleaning myself) and started laughing at my child-like appearance and fairly small phallus size with his roommate. He also threw dice at my room door each night and would play loud "rap" music at maximum volume to disturb me.

Chadlito, however, was much more subtle. He would peak into my room and, on occasion, steal my items. He also liked to gossip about me("He's a weirdo", "He's a freak", "He puts food in bags and goes outside to eat alone") and especially loved recording me. This led to him recording me while I was sleeping(I have sexsomnia), which led to the shelter boys/girls laughing at my "sexual speech". Note that the shelter girls had already mocked me previously for my feminine voice and autistic, avoidant behavior.

Because my case manager divulged my ASD diagnosis freely, I was a prime target for bullying and abuse from other youth. Chadlito eventually tried to have me evicted from the commune, which happened after I started staying in my commune room most of the time to avoid being shoved into desks by him(Demonstrating his "machismo" against an innocent aspie).

It is painful to have ASD, MDD, GAD, PTSD(It was already present from childhood trauma), and Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria/RSD. I would've likely roped if not for my obsessive fantasizing from ASD.

 

[mrlunatic]

Did you ever felt that you deserved bullying, forced isolation, neglect and etc. ? I did when i look at things sometimes from time to time. I was very impulsive, very loud and i hated to nearly psycho levels when loosing and i wasn't able to communicate like a normal human being which maybe why people raised hands in the end and said fuck it. I am not sure but maybe i was careless towards others when i was child or teen too. I am really confused so i have yet another dilemma with other dilemmas. I am not saying that you should consider that, just asking you a plain question did you just felt it in such way.

Imposter syndrome at its best

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

From kindergarten to second grade, I had a single friend. He stuttered sometimes, but was initially kind to me. Later, he integrated with the NT kids and left me alone, leaving me friendless. I'd pace the playground alone until the teachers ordered us to line up. After that, I was homeschooled until 8th grade.

Mother placed me in a Jewish program for children. I was too anxious to socialize. I kept my head down while sweating for the two sessions I attended. Then she placed me in group therapy, where I was bullied.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

I was an anxious fifteen-year-old with MDD and GAD. Each day, I was filled with crippling anxiety/"hazy depression" and would often start "shaking" on the way to group therapy. They gave me stress balls so I would stop fidgeting with my hands during therapy time. Still, the group psychologist considered me "NT" and often criticized me for my failure to make eye contact with other people in the room/failure to speak to other group youth(Social cue problems).

Note that I had no friends or associates outside of group therapy and yet was being asked to pander to a pretty White lass with shallow thinking. This was during a time when I was being verbally and physically abused by one of my parents for being unable to function like NTs.

Yes. 2016 was much different. I spent hours sitting alone in my room with bottles of urine and sacks of feces because of severe depression/anxiety. I was barely eating and suffering from visual sensory overload/paranoia, which often caused me to curdle into a ball and cry. I received little help for these problems.

As for Shannon Rose...homecoming! Raves! Worship from mentally-ill orbiters! Partial hospitalization for her "severe mental illnesses"! Two stints in the psychiatric hospital! Anything for Queen Shay!

Understood.

When I was in my early teens, my father would constantly denigrate my autistic traits. He would often tell me,

"Why are you so shameful all the time?" (I was anxious and kept my head down in public)

"We're going to grandma's house, hurry up!"(He wanted to make himself seem like an excellent father by showing her his son)

"You're moving so slowly"(He would hit me; I was sluggish from ASD/trauma)

"Your cousins are better than you!" (Again, anxiety and depression)

"I'm saying this to be kind. Don't anger me." (If I was struggling to go inside a store due to anxiety)

I once had Pyelonephritis and was fairly weak from it to the point of needing to stay home when my father wanted to visit a store. My father, instead of asking me if I took my prescribed antibiotics, simply told me, "Hurry up, let's go see grandma". He then asked Grandma to patronize me for my "disobedience".

 

[Wolnir]

No, I was bullied just because I was skinny, had acne and was quiet. People thought I was an easy target. It's a good thing that minecraft weapons are illegal in the UK because I may have used my diamond pickaxe on a few people in Minecraft.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Re: when people are so new they don't know what alts are Subjective_Anon Join Date: 2016-03-08 Post Count: 157 #200404181Friday, October 21, 2016 10:11 PM CDT "Should I help them" Patronizing other users until they accept your social criteria isn't "helping" them.

Re: Im not good at anything Subjective_Anon Join Date: 2016-03-08 Post Count: 157 #200404400Friday, October 21, 2016 10:17 PM CDT Well, you should not be so upset. Most Internet schoolchildren are valueless to society. Social leeches benefiting from mummy and daddy's income as the economy collapses and morals degrade.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

The only people who deserve abuse are IT users

Re: [ Content Deleted ] AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332 #184343565Thursday, February 25, 2016 11:36 PM CST The appeals process functions effectively. If you email the appeals team with a legible and reasonable message, you will receive a legible and reasonable response.

Re: [ Content Deleted ] AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332 #184343639Thursday, February 25, 2016 11:37 PM CST "what drug are you on" Simple. The "drug" of personal experience.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

en trying to socialize they will make it uncomfortable for you , making you discouraged from trying again
-They will continually non stop feed you negative reinforcement and make you doubt yourself in all your skills , you can be as good as them but your self esteem will worsen
-They will wait for you to make a mistake and exaggerate it and other normies will try to embarrass you socially for a simple human error mistake

My grandmother would often ask me to do things for her. I obediently tried to follow her instructions and received denigration as a result. She would yell at me and say things like "Look! Use your eyes!"(Because I was anxious and had visual processing issues), "Did you hear me!?! That isn't the way I told you to do it!"(When I would drop things or make mistakes because I was sweating and anxious out of fear of upsetting her). She would tell me "Put your head up. No one did anything to you" because I was too anxious to make eye contact with her.

Story One:

I've suffered from Major Depressive Disorder(MDD) and Generalized Anxiety Disorder(GAD) since I was nine or ten. This led to me entering a group therapy program when I was fourteen, where I met a young girl named Shannon.

Shannon was anxious and had social anxiety/depression. However, Shannon was treated fairly well in the program. I, however, I was denigrated by both psychologists and youth. A certain "redhead" psychologist would frequently criticize me because I struggled to make eye contact or speak to other youth. I had to use stress balls to control my anxiety, which made me a source of amusement for the other youth in the group. They whispered and laughed at me, but treated Shannon like a queen.

To shorten the story, I'll say this: We were placed into separate therapy groups due to "unintended problems"(Negatively "influencing" a female of higher status). Years later, she did some "lovely things" to me after volunteering in the psychiatric hospital.

Very common. Most male teenagers look at me like I am a young child. My height is between 5'2 - 5'3.

Indeed. In group therapy, a twelve-year-old Black boy towered over me and called me a "short girl". He would snicker and say "Tch" at me during group line-ups. I was 15.

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Yes, I remember my final day in group therapy well. I was heavily depressed, as usual. It was cloudy and raining. A certain Black youth told me, "Intellau, go over there."(As usual), and I obeyed him out of a desire for peaceful group time. A kid by the name of "Sean", another Black youth, criticized my writing and said "Wow....Intellau's writing is terrible"(He was handing out our goal sheets for the day); he also made sure to read my "discharge" certificate. I kept my discharge secret so I wouldn't be laughed at by my group "mates".

And as usual, on the drive home, the young girls in my transportation van started hitting me and drawing on me. Why? Simple:

You're reminding me of my first stint in group therapy. Youth would nearly always overlook me. Some blatantly insulted me and made statements such as "Intellau, you know no one wants to partner with you. Go over to the table and sit alone", "Tsk"(Directed at me), "No one likes him! He acts like a female! Why do I have to go to the 'Quiet Room'?".

The only exception was when a certain kind youth joined my group. He treated me respectfully and showed concern for my obvious anxiety and social ineptitude; I was his partner for one group assignment, and it went very well.

I have Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria from ASD/ADHD. In those days, this was the sort of personality I had:

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My father would often denigrate me for my autistic traits and sometimes hit me. I was a heavily-depressed/anxious "puppet" for Normies to string around. I wasn't even comfortable with asking to go to the bathroom or looking around the therapy room due to fear of criticism.

Four years later...

Aspie John is walking to the dinner tray rack of the psych ward he currently resides in, when he notices a familiar face: Anxious Jane.

It is customary for volunteers and nurses to hand patients their trays, but Anxious Jane ignores Aspie John. As he prepares to grab his tray, Anxious Jane quickly walks towards him, makes hand-fiddling gestures and says, "What's your name?" in a mocking tone. She then briefly reads his bracelet and grabs his tray, holding it forcefully as he tries to take it from her.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

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On the day Aspie John left, foids and males started gossiping about him, snickering and laughing. He carried a large bag into sleet around 9:00 PM and traveled to a bus for travel.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

-They may send out normie friends to try to pretend to talk and be friendly to you but they are harvesting private information from you hoping to use it against you as you may open up easily due to lack of friends

 

[NorthernWind]

Unless you aren't attacking, bullying or insulting them first, how can you deserve abuse? No matter how unpleasant someone is, he doesn't deserve to be bullied just because he exists.

 

[NorthernWind]

No, I was bullied just because I was skinny, had acne and was quiet. People thought I was an easy target. It's a good thing that minecraft weapons are illegal in the UK because I may have used my diamond pickaxe on a few people in Minecraft.

Normgroids sniff weakness like animals they are.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Imposter syndrome at its best

I have Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria from ASD/ADHD. In those days, this was the sort of personality I had:

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My father would often denigrate me for my autistic traits and sometimes hit me. I was a heavily-depressed/anxious "puppet" for Normies to string around. I wasn't even comfortable with asking to go to the bathroom or looking around the therapy room due to fear of criticism.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Re: Social Anxiety: Will it ever go away? AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332 #146491038Sunday, September 21, 2014 3:00 AM CDT "Social Anxiety Disorder" Actually, "Generalized Anxiety Disorder" would be appropriate as social anxiety is a form of the disorder itself.

Re: post here so i can get attention? AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332 #147054877Monday, September 29, 2014 9:50 PM CDT "Because I don't have what you consider a life." Hmm? My interpretation of "life" refers to actual biological survival rather than being used as a term to denote "Social-Status", you aren't "lifeless", you simply just have a life-style that varies from what's commonly found in other areas, I would suggest finding someone that you can enjoy that entertains you that will have positive rather than negative effects on you.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Unless you aren't attacking, bullying or insulting them first, how can you deserve abuse? No matter how unpleasant someone is, he doesn't deserve to be bullied just because he exists.

Re: What should I script AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332 #184119096Sunday, February 21, 2016 8:21 PM CST "http://wiki.roblox.com/index.php?title=Random_numbers" Ah, very nice. Could you provide various sample uses for the other functions of triangular Geometry that are available within the standard mathematics library, such as sin and its inverse, asin?

Re: i need help with setting up this controller to my pc AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332 #184119411Sunday, February 21, 2016 8:26 PM CST Why not just a third-party program such as Xpadder to map the input/output accordingly?

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

My step-grandfather would take my half-cousins to get toys and restaurant food tri-weekly. McDonalds, Burger King, Popeyes, Taco Bell, Pick-N-Save, Wal-Mart stores, Meijers...When Mother and I would visit a store, they would become angry if we were shopping for more than four minutes(I offered to enter the store and "fetch" Mother out of discomfort and disgust).

The car broke down and several relatives had to pitch in to provide funds(They all relied on him for transportation). Mother was still, of course, denied transportation.

"BPD" often involves violence and manipulation. My half-cousin has BPD; she would hit me over the tiniest of things.

Yes. My half-cousins would tell me "Well? Get out of the car!" when I would arrive home after going somewhere with them.

In my "regular" life, Mother told me to respect my half-cousins despite them hitting me and denigrating me.

"Just ignore it. She is bipolar"

My half-cousins hit me often when I was a child. They also sapped Mother's money for themselves and ditched me when they had friends appear.

Yes. I'd go grocery shopping with half-relatives...I gave them my snacks, I sought to help them feel comfortable. They laughed at me when I went to the mall and ignored my presence. They told me, "Get out of the car". They whined because Mother and I were present when they wanted to shop(We had appointments).

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Intellau_Celistic said:

In my "regular" life, Mother told me to respect my half-cousins despite them hitting me and denigrating me.

"Just ignore it. She is bipolar"

In group therapy, a Cumskin hole received special privileges over me.

When we attended family "gatherings", I remember being anxious since my maternal relatives were content to sit and hand out bags of candy among themselves while disregarding me. Did I ask...? Hmm. I doubt it, since I was sweating from anxiety.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

No, I was bullied just because I was skinny, had acne and was quiet.

Indeed. When I was an adolescent, I was told to stay with my half-relatives whenever Mother had appointments.

I felt extremely uncomfortable due to them denigrating us, however, so I preferred to fidget with items or simply sit alone in a chair.

I'd spring up quickly when Mother would call before arriving.

When I was a young child, I was grateful to see them. Except, of-course, for the time my half-aunt said "Well, you told your parents about a problem we had, so we won't do anything today".

Or the time...a certain youth(Step-relative) arrived and was immediately given a ranch-chicken seasoned dish. I was sitting on the side watching, receiving nothing. Strangely, someone told me I asked for food. Yet I was sitting:

I was sitting left-most, the youth on the upward adjacent chair.

Supposedly, I begged for food despite spending hours fidgeting with objects and waiting for Mother to arrive. Though I do recall becoming a bit sad when her own children were given food and worried that I would receive nothing. Van Kamp fish.

When we attended family "gatherings", I remember being anxious since my maternal relatives were content to sit and hand out bags of candy among themselves while disregarding me. Did I ask...? Hmm. I doubt it, since I was sweating from anxiety.

"You want some BBQ, [Intellau]?"

"No. That's okay."

"No, I don't want you to go home starving and tell your mommy you didn't eat"

"No. I'm perfectly fine"

 

[Ryo_Hazuki]

On a rational level I don't look at life in terms of who "deserves" what. That's not a particularly useful/productive way of thinking unless you somehow had the power to influence society to adopt and enforce your specific interpretations of merit and justice. I'm a middle-aged minimum wage ugly low IQ truecel, so that's obviously vastly beyond my capabilities. Now...an emotional level, I do believe that I deserved every bad thing that has ever happened to me, and likely far worse as I am a truly vile person, not to mention useless.

That being said when it comes to isolation, bullying etc. I believe everyone, especially men, need to go through such hardships in life, to some extent. Obviously there's a line and exactly where that line is, I couldn't tell you, but the reality is that bullying exists in every culture and has existed in every time period. Culture only determines the way it manifests itself. There must be some evolutionary utility when it comes to bullying. My guess is that bullying was used as a means to put pressure on the less productive members of a tribe to be more productive and if their genes were inferior to the point where they couldn't be anything more than dead weight, to exclude them from the tribe entirely, leaving them to starve to death.

Personally, I was bullied because of my looks a lot when I was younger, especially in high school. I was called ugly, "horse face", told I look like a caveman, made fun of for my big nose, etc. A girl once asked me out as a joke only to mock me and have everyone laugh at me. There were also a lot of rumors about me that had zero truth to them, like that I was a satanist with a couple students saying they saw me in the woods sacrificing animals on a pentagram. Another was that I pushed a wheelchair bound kid out of a moving car who then got run over and died. Needless to say, nothing remotely like these things ever happened...yet other students ate up every word of these stories which caused me to become more socially isolated.

But ultimately I think it was beneficial that I went through these things. For starters, if I was never made fun of for my looks, I wouldn't have ever realized I was ugly. To this day I would probably still believe that I looked fine/average and that no woman wanted me because of my lack of "game" "rizz" or "swagger" or whatever. The rumors, and the social isolation caused by such rumors, taught me that not only will people make up complete lies about people they don't like, but that there are a lot of people who will readily believe these lies, especially if they're about a person who they're already biased against (e.g. an ugly male). Basically it blackpilled the fuck out of me. And long term I think it's better to be blackpilled as a truecel because while you go through the angsty, angry phase initially, eventually you reach a point of "it is what it is". The bluepill/redpill just leaves you confused and puts you though an infinite loop of false hope, wasted time/effort and frustration.

 

[Robb97]

No, I never felt that way honestly.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

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[Intellau_Celistic]

 

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My mother, as kind as she may be, used to grab me very forcefully(By the neck, as I was fidgeting with items; I would ache from it) and repeatedly tell me "Do you hear me!?! If people see you doing that, they will think you are men-tally retar-ded!" while shaking me and shaking the item near my eyes. She would tell me how embarrassing it is to have an autistic son who fidgets with items as a form of stimulation. Other times, she would hit me. When I said, "Please don't hit me!" once, she started laughing.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

 

[Med Anime]

Did you ever felt that you deserved bullying, forced isolation, neglect and etc. ?

no, i was bullied for facial deformity and i had no control over shit like this also i was bullied for height which is also uncontrolable

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

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My sister is pretty religious so I assume she is not bouncing from dick to dick. I could be wrong. I don't really care to be honest.

mine is fiancé with her only bf so its okay

my father and myself have threatened my sister to brutally beat her if she was a slut, and she knew she was not allowed to act like this

i have two jb cousins who have already lifemogged me to oblivion, good thing is i only see them once or twice a year so i try not to think about it

I have a 9/10 Stacy cousin. Her life isnt comparrable to mine in any sense of the word

All my female "relatives" are dead to me

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do your sisters know you hate them?

My younger sister is engaged to her first boyfriend - a rich tall Aryan football Chad who fucks other girls on the side. He treats my family like shit and lives in their house when he wants. She's nice to me but I just ignore her.

I'm glad I live alone because I would hate to put up with that shit. And they can forget about me going to their wedding.

I don't care
Atleast my nephew won't suffer my fate

I don't have siblings and my cousins live unreasonably far away to visit, guess I got lucky. Although I do know that one of my cousins is married to a landwhale, he's maybe 8 years older than me.

My. 17 year cousin study's for 8 hours don't leave the house expect for collage she is a virgin

I disowned my family a decade ago

Also your father and mother?

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

 

[Twinkcel]

Please stop

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

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Leajandro...

When I was in group therapy, an adopted Cuban boy named "Leajandro" was present. He had a foster brother named "Isaiah" and a foster mother named "Donna". He complimented my striped shirt and I complimented his clothes as well. He also informed the group leader of a boy laughing at my use of stress balls.



For that activity, I was asked to speak to any member of the group. I spoke only to the group psychologist and Leajandro.

When the groups split, Leajandro's final day was the day after the split.

We were the only two youth left, barring Sean, a new kid:

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Aspie John was 15-years-old and 5'3. Each day, he'd anxiously sit in his living room and wait for the van driver to arrive, constantly shifting between sitting down while shaking and checking the window for the van driver's presence. In the van, he would listen to "rap music" on the way to group therapy.

As he entered the building, he anxiously walked towards the group room, fiddling with his hands. He would keep his eyes faced towards the floor and pick an unsigned goal sheet before sitting down.

Sarah was a blonde girl and thirteen-years of age. She was an "Anxious Girl" who sometimes needed to use the "Sensory Room" to avoid meltdowns in the classroom. This girl's legs would shake incessantly during class time and she often spoke of cutting herself.

Aspie John gradually became comfortable seeing Jacques, Sarah and Joshua daily at school, though it was only Jacques who seemed most likely to become his acquaintance. They'd sit together during water breaks in the school lobby. On one lovely occasion, Aspie John and Jacques partnered together for a class assignment on "Peer Pressure", which went very well for both, though Aspie John was very coy about it.

Sadly, this was offset by bullying A.J received from other Black children in the class. Indeed, several kids were sent to the principal's office for laughing at Aspie John's autistic traits. They would also laugh at him on the school bus.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Please stop

Agreed.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

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Yes. I'm Portuguese and belong to haplogroup Q.

Black.

Nigger, you stole the username of someone else. Niggers steal things hence you’re a nigger

I belong to haplogroup Q-BZ(Brazil).

 

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[vidyacel]

Normies will make you feel that you 'deserve' to be abused when actually you were in fact just as normal as they were , problem is that they don't like people like us.

From what I've noticed this is what normies do:

-They act polite to everyone else but not to you
-This makes you think 'something is wrong with me'
-They want you to search for what is wrong with you when they bully you when there wasn't anything wrong in the first place.
-They will get other normies to do the same
-Hoping that you will lose your opportunities to socialize by spreading word about you being weird/creepy/etc
-Other normies will agree without hesitation and join in
-You will lose the opportunities to socialize and your social skills will worsen
-When trying to socialize they will make it uncomfortable for you , making you discouraged from trying again
-They will continually non stop feed you negative reinforcement and make you doubt yourself in all your skills , you can be as good as them but your self esteem will worsen
-They will wait for you to make a mistake and exaggerate it and other normies will try to embarrass you socially for a simple human error mistake
-They know you will keep trying out of survival instincts
-They hope you try to 'forgive them' and try to 'befriend' them
-They are hoping you act like a victim and act like it was your fault when it was never your fault
-They may send out normie friends to try to pretend to talk and be friendly to you but they are harvesting private information from you hoping to use it against you as you may open up easily due to lack of friends
-They will gossip about you with more normies and make it clear to you that you are unwanted
-When frustrated they may resort to directly verbally insulting you out of nowhere but trying to play it off as a 'joke'
-They may continue insulting you in a 'jokingly' way but may grow bored and start to be aggressive
- They will associate you with negative terms even if they are false and make sure they will gossip around you so you can hear them
- If you are a nice person , they will use that against you and see you as weaker and more easy to control and may get excited out of sadism from a prey that is weaker
- If you are aggressive back they will justify cruel methods and may not even bother to hide their intentions
-They will make your life harder by withholding information from you and ensuring that you are always behind in up to date news.
- They may resort to physical aggression and may even slam objects near your table to intimidate you
- They may also start staring at you but will not stare at their normie friends to ensure you feel targeted and singled out
- They may try to pretend to be apologetic to hope you lower your guard around them
- They may try to bait you in a physical fight hoping you'll take the bait
- They will attack you in groups and may even murder you and try to play it off as self defense to escape any sentencing by waiting for you to be agitated enough from being bullied

How to beat normies?

You don't. Even if you were to fend off JUST one normie , it isn't enough as they have dozens of normie friends.
The only way is to not play this torture game they know they only can win since it was rigged to ensure only the strongest socially , physically and mentally and with the largest group of people will win.
You have to escape from society and NEET. Live alone and never work for the rest of your life. That is the only way you can escape.

This is the single greatest post, i´ve read so far this year.
You´ve shed some accurate foresight on this objective truth.
- A loner can be true to himself, but in turn he will lose ALL benefits of socialization ( fake opportunism, like maggots trying to feast from the same bowl of fish )
I´d rather live in perpetual isolation, than associate myself with thrash i hate.