Blackpill [DepressionCel] You make TERRIBLE choices you instantly have remorse about, especially involving money

[Deleted member 24529]

Take my example - I wanted to move out again out of my parents house, was looking up rooms to rent, visited a few places, yesterday I finalized a agreement for a room rent and today I changed my mind and basically told the guy I won't be living there. This cost me about 300 dollars. For nothing. Or early this year I bought a car that I regreted intantly. Of course all for my mommy's cash HAHAHAA stupid whore shouldn't have made me and make me suffer!

 

[InMyCellInHell]

School tuition

 

[epillepsy]

Yeah, losing money for nothing feels awful.
It's one of the worst feelings possible, no joke.

 

[Deleted member 24529]

Yeah, losing money for nothing feels awful.
It's one of the worst feelings possible, no joke.

Depression causes one to make horrible choices since they can not feel the way normal people feel, they can't tell something is a bad choice until they make it. This a lot of time involves money.

 

[Solo Disident]

Of course all for my mommy's cash HAHAHAA stupid whore shouldn't have made me and make me suffer!

BASED. those bitches owe us!!

 

[Negroid Berber]

Lifefuel for greedycels

 

[SillyTruecel]

100% true.

Maybe depression is destroying my brain.

 

[Deleted member 24529]

100% true.

Maybe depression is destroying my brain.

It certainly did destroy my brain. I feel like I'm drugged 24/7 whenever I'm awake. Bad chemistry in brain fucks it up beyond repair.

 

[Deleted member 17719]

I used to live in rented apartment but it was not a better option as I was a total recluse and pissed in bottles. I lived in a tower block and every week I had to carry a trash bag full of piss bottles down the elevators. Long story short, living with parents is better option, at least I can piss in peace.

 

[Deleted member 24529]

I used to live in rented apartment but it was not a better option as I was a total recluse and pissed in bottles. I lived in a tower block and every week I had to carry a trash bag full of piss bottle down the elevators. Long story short, living with parents is better option, at least I can piss in peace.

Yeah but here, my father is a pain in the ass and so are my neighbours, fucking EE niggers.

 

[epillepsy]

Depression causes one to make horrible choices since they can not feel the way normal people feel, they can't tell something is a bad choice until they make it. This a lot of time involves money.

The empty feeling I get when driving home from the casino after losing money or having a bad massage parlor experience is more awful in my mind than even seeing my dog die at the vet.
I'm not sure why; maybe because it's so hard to make money.

 

[Deleted member 24529]

than even seeing my dog die at the vet.

TBH when something bad happens to me even something small as dropping a piece of chicken on the floor feels like the end of the world to me.

 

[epillepsy]

TBH when something bad happens to me even something small as dropping a piece of chicken on the floor feels like the end of the world to me.

I know what you mean.
If I'm already sad, if I accidentally break a cigarette while taking it out of the pack, that will send me into suicidal ideation.

 

[Mainländer]

I feel for those who have to pay rent. If you're single, there's 0 reason to move out from your parents house other than them being cunts and kicking you out (or being so unberable you have to move).

 

[Deleted member 14805]

I almost always feel bad when spending money on almost anything. It's RARE whenever I feel ok about spending my money on something and it's ULTRA RARE when I feel good about spending my money on something. Depression really turns your brain inside out.