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HighTGymcel
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Shit boyos my depression is starting to worsen again. I couldnt do anything thr last couple of days thats also why I was less active. I just can cope with life anymore. Seeing everybody being succesfull and happy in life besides me is so fucking bad. I really hate every second of living. I only think about life and death, different suicide methods etc. I didnt talk to anyone irl in the last 5 days. I want to cry my pain out but I cant even get one tear out. I think I truely am on the world to suffer. If god exists he for sure doesnt love me.
This video kinda helped me with coping a little bit:
This video kinda helped me with coping a little bit: