Venting Depressed ramblings

[SubhumanGamer]

I keep thinking what is the point of life if it sucks so much. I then think and fantasize about killing myself to escape this hellscape.

I know death is an enviablilty but I just want to control when it happens so I don't die when I don't want to.

There is no afterlife. I won't be rewarded for any good I may do nor punished for any bad.

It's hard to accept that this is it. Once the train of life reaches the last stop it's just over. I don't know why I'm even writing this anymore

 

[uglyugly]

Just smoke some weed and chillax

 

[wereq]

It's hard to accept that this is it.

Rejoice in knowing that there's eternal peace and freedom from all stimulus both good and bad after death. That's how I see it.