This will be the last post of the Fitx situation btw.
Let's see what we have to work with.
1. I'm an 18 year old who lied about my age to join an incel forum 3 months ago because it was so over I couldn't wait until my 18th birthday. I'm 18 now. (July 18th, 2006)
2. I'm black which is the worst race to be, imo.
3. Raised by a single mother, who to my knowledge is currently unemployed, fufilling our financial needs through government funds and child support.
4. Siblings have 0 respect for me.
5. Bullied in Elementary School.
6. Bullied in Middle School.
7. Isolated in High School.
8. I'm sub5 facially.
9. Mentalcel as well. Not diagnosed but highly likely nonNT.
10. I lack social awareness, have poor social skills, and lack understanding of social cues.
11. I'm 5'6, making me a short male.
12. I'm clowned on by the entire internet, on multiple social media platforms, making no one take me seriously.
13. Framelet. I look like a feminized sperg, with zero intimidation.
14. Terrible digital footprint. Even before the whole situation, I was reposting Nick Fuentes clips on my Government named Twitter account so I really didn't gaf about online footprint tbh.
15. It will be hard for me to find a job.
16. My sleep schedule is still fucked.
17. Don't see my Dad. There was a whole seperation situation, cops were involved a couple times.
18. People called me ugly online and in real life.
19. I hate looking at my face.
20. Applied for a lot of jobs online and got rejected by all. I'll have to go in person. Poorcel and brokecel.
There's a lot more reasons if I really analyse into things, I could probably list off things up to a 100 but you get the point.
Through my life experiences, social mannerisms, facial appearance and physical characteristics, I'm the truest of truecels.
My delusions
I literally turned 18, 10 days ago, and my life is already over from the start.
Because my life is over, it means there's no need to try to navigate risks. I've decided I'm ok with associating my government name with inceldom and the blackpill.
On all the platforms I'm on, my combined total following is only 275 people but I'll try to become more well known as the sub5 who'll get plastic surgery. Like a Blackgymmax (if you don't know him, he's an .org normie who surgerymaxxed) sub5 version.
I'll also socialskillmax and gymmax so I don't catch humiliationpills. I need to learn how to speak in an NT manner and have social awareness, that's nearly impossible as a nonNT person but that's part of the delusionmaxxing.
You might think "You're ruining your life" but my life was already ruined. Even if from now on, I decided to be a "good boy", the videos would still be viral, the online footprint would be permanent, it wouldn't be wiped out, I would still have trouble finding jobs, I would still be sub5, etc so it was simply over from the start.
So I decided I won't be a good boy and I'll be a public incel but one who's not the stereotypical caricature of an incel. It's summer vacation but I won't even do anime/vidya because I'm serious in my delusionmaxxing.
This is obviously stupid, but I'd rather die fighting then die surrendered.
Floch: And since we're dying anyway, you're saying that it's better... if we at least die fighting?
Erwin: I am.
It's over for a truecel so I would rather do everything I want to do ,and break the unspoken rules of society, then to conform and try to hide and be an autistic good boy, which is why I'll associate my gov name with inceldom alongside the other things I'll try to do.
Is that stupid and highly irrational? Yes, but I view it as not conforming to soyciety
Let's see what we have to work with.
1. I'm an 18 year old who lied about my age to join an incel forum 3 months ago because it was so over I couldn't wait until my 18th birthday. I'm 18 now. (July 18th, 2006)
2. I'm black which is the worst race to be, imo.
3. Raised by a single mother, who to my knowledge is currently unemployed, fufilling our financial needs through government funds and child support.
4. Siblings have 0 respect for me.
5. Bullied in Elementary School.
6. Bullied in Middle School.
7. Isolated in High School.
8. I'm sub5 facially.
9. Mentalcel as well. Not diagnosed but highly likely nonNT.
10. I lack social awareness, have poor social skills, and lack understanding of social cues.
11. I'm 5'6, making me a short male.
12. I'm clowned on by the entire internet, on multiple social media platforms, making no one take me seriously.
13. Framelet. I look like a feminized sperg, with zero intimidation.
14. Terrible digital footprint. Even before the whole situation, I was reposting Nick Fuentes clips on my Government named Twitter account so I really didn't gaf about online footprint tbh.
15. It will be hard for me to find a job.
16. My sleep schedule is still fucked.
17. Don't see my Dad. There was a whole seperation situation, cops were involved a couple times.
18. People called me ugly online and in real life.
19. I hate looking at my face.
20. Applied for a lot of jobs online and got rejected by all. I'll have to go in person. Poorcel and brokecel.
There's a lot more reasons if I really analyse into things, I could probably list off things up to a 100 but you get the point.
Through my life experiences, social mannerisms, facial appearance and physical characteristics, I'm the truest of truecels.
My delusions
I literally turned 18, 10 days ago, and my life is already over from the start.
Because my life is over, it means there's no need to try to navigate risks. I've decided I'm ok with associating my government name with inceldom and the blackpill.
On all the platforms I'm on, my combined total following is only 275 people but I'll try to become more well known as the sub5 who'll get plastic surgery. Like a Blackgymmax (if you don't know him, he's an .org normie who surgerymaxxed) sub5 version.
I'll also socialskillmax and gymmax so I don't catch humiliationpills. I need to learn how to speak in an NT manner and have social awareness, that's nearly impossible as a nonNT person but that's part of the delusionmaxxing.
You might think "You're ruining your life" but my life was already ruined. Even if from now on, I decided to be a "good boy", the videos would still be viral, the online footprint would be permanent, it wouldn't be wiped out, I would still have trouble finding jobs, I would still be sub5, etc so it was simply over from the start.
So I decided I won't be a good boy and I'll be a public incel but one who's not the stereotypical caricature of an incel. It's summer vacation but I won't even do anime/vidya because I'm serious in my delusionmaxxing.
This is obviously stupid, but I'd rather die fighting then die surrendered.
Floch: And since we're dying anyway, you're saying that it's better... if we at least die fighting?
Erwin: I am.
It's over for a truecel so I would rather do everything I want to do ,and break the unspoken rules of society, then to conform and try to hide and be an autistic good boy, which is why I'll associate my gov name with inceldom alongside the other things I'll try to do.
Is that stupid and highly irrational? Yes, but I view it as not conforming to soyciety
