I have come to the realization that I only “ want” sex as a means to an end of social power/ homogeny. I hate being physically touched and the thought of actually having sex is disgusting. The only reason I masturbate is because being horny is an annoying biological urge, like scratching an itch. The only reason I can stand that scratching is because it’s only myself and no one else is involved or has power over me or vulnerability from me. Thank you for the void you gave me to throw my rage into,thank you for the temporary ability to claim my status for myself via the game of postmaxxing, Thank you for showing me what it means to genuinely care about and relate to a community, and to live to see that community grow and change through time, space, and loss. thank you for showing me that I may be a freak, but at least I’m a common type of freak. I hope every non cuck here gets what they want out of life. Sincerely, your brother in the blackpill, nystagmuscel
