Is it an incel trait to live out more life in daydreams then in life at all? I have spent many years of my adolescense coping with the fact that I will never have the girl I like by living out experiences with them and in surreal enviornments by dreaming. I got so intensely fixated on my dreams that every morning I would write down immediately the life I had returned from and try to force myself into that state by daydreaming and anticipating the next night of dreaming. I have experienced significant emotions visions and full on out of world experiences through putting myself into this ecstasy like state. To the outside world I may have looked like a complete mental case but I didnt even care. When I got rejected I quickly went from feeling depressed to emmersing myself into this delirium even harder. But as I have gotten older and passed thru my 20s my ability to cope like this has been repressed by life. I rarely dream at all anymore and certainly not to that level. I dont know what to do and all my copes feel more and more meaningless. Anyone else done this?
