Damn, I feel kind of empty

[Clavicus Vile]

Sorry for the back to back posts. I just had a lot on my mind. Feels like something is just missing. Like I’m in an empty void, all by myself. But something IS missing so of course.

I watched this foid post about how her bf broke up with her and how he devastated her emotionally. I reveled in her suffering in the moment. But then it just reminds me that I’ll never have a girlfriend to even be able to break up with.

The feeling will probably pass, it always does. I just need to find something new to watch and try to relax. I wish I could cope with AI more but I can’t stop thinking about how fake it is, nothing more than code designed to mirror you.

This is all just a meaningless game, at least we all die in the end so none of these milestones will matter ultimately.

 

[grimlockcel]

Hope you feel bettER soon

 

[Xul]

Hope you feel bettER soon

 

[RotMaxx]

you know how it all ends for us anyway, time also closes in no matter how you cope. i feel devoid of anything anyway. I have for years, and I'm somewhat numb to most desires in the world, so its hard to even self-improve even if I wanted to. I have no want for a gf, yet my instincts tell me I need female attention/love. oh well, embrace the hollow feeling. be hateful. once you're dead it wont matter whether you were an angel or a devil