Sex is a fucked up thing that almost every ancient culture understood to cause chaos and destruction, some going so far as to connect it with death and the underworld. Everytime a Greek god sleeps with a mortal it provokes the jealousy of others and leads to suffering for the offspring. Heroclitus and Plato viewed Eros as a demon. Kali in Vedic India, the Chthonic goddess of feminine sexual rage and wrath, is an unstoppable force of chaos and destruction. In Judeo-Christianity, Lilith is likewise a destructive sexual demonic force that leads to death, and is the Queen of the Underworld. Not to mention all of those myths where sexuality and the feminine introduces death into the world - Adam and Eve, Yama and Yami, Pandora and her box, etc.
Why? Because the whole process is this: A man wants to fuck a woman, he seduces her with flashiness and vain promises, he fucks her with generally two minutes of minimally satisfactory sex, and shoots his penis snot into her: Guess what you fucking bitch? You get to carry my spawn, have fun! 9 Months of immobility and pains and longings only to possibly die in childbirth.
It's a really fucked up selfish thing, but human biology needs to reproduce somehow. So our biology produces these bullshit ideas to coat the dark fucked up reality of sex (that are, logically, irrational, and bullshit) that this is a form of "development" or "becoming a man" or "growing as a person" or "experiencing love for the first time", but it's all transitory and illusory. Development? Becoming a man? Relative to what? Psychological illusions. Once the harsh reality of raising a child and the collapse of a person's sexual attractiveness comes into place as they get older, all of that fire disappears into the void and you are left with a vampiric draining of your life and existence.
Society comes in to enforce a family unit and latches onto these feelings or sentiments into broader social narratives, to brainwash and delude the masses that those initial romantic feelings actually mean something. Some, like Aristotle and the Orphics, went so far as to say that eros or romantic love is the entire meaning of life and civilization; this is picked up with Christianity, which tries to expand the definition of "love" to a more general sense of compassion.
But it's all bullshit. It's all an illusion, a delusion in order to keep the species fucking and reproducing. That's all it is.
The only one who can really love you is God or the gods, or someone who has suffered tremendously and can sympathize with your plight. But the only reason why you even seek this "Deeper" form of love or feel like you can seek quote on quote "higher" forms of love is because you have been denied a basic sentiment, a feeling, a need that 80% of humanity experiences at some level.
Embrace the dark knowledge of the void, oh enlightened one! You are a dark demon of the abyss, a monsterous beastly creature that will never be accepted into the deified gates of civilization - you will never enter through the Gates of the Kingdom of Israel, you are forever damned on the Mountain of Edom, where the untamed uncivilized Goatmonsters reside. You will either cry in pain or dance the fires of passion as the Seirim, along with the outcast whores and catladies that nobody else really loves or likes either.
Embrace your damnation, and try to shoot for the night sky, for you have nothing to lose, no human being will be able to restrain the untamed beast. Use your passion to overcome any constratints that are pushed on you - nobody can restrain you now.
Why? Because the whole process is this: A man wants to fuck a woman, he seduces her with flashiness and vain promises, he fucks her with generally two minutes of minimally satisfactory sex, and shoots his penis snot into her: Guess what you fucking bitch? You get to carry my spawn, have fun! 9 Months of immobility and pains and longings only to possibly die in childbirth.
It's a really fucked up selfish thing, but human biology needs to reproduce somehow. So our biology produces these bullshit ideas to coat the dark fucked up reality of sex (that are, logically, irrational, and bullshit) that this is a form of "development" or "becoming a man" or "growing as a person" or "experiencing love for the first time", but it's all transitory and illusory. Development? Becoming a man? Relative to what? Psychological illusions. Once the harsh reality of raising a child and the collapse of a person's sexual attractiveness comes into place as they get older, all of that fire disappears into the void and you are left with a vampiric draining of your life and existence.
Society comes in to enforce a family unit and latches onto these feelings or sentiments into broader social narratives, to brainwash and delude the masses that those initial romantic feelings actually mean something. Some, like Aristotle and the Orphics, went so far as to say that eros or romantic love is the entire meaning of life and civilization; this is picked up with Christianity, which tries to expand the definition of "love" to a more general sense of compassion.
But it's all bullshit. It's all an illusion, a delusion in order to keep the species fucking and reproducing. That's all it is.
The only one who can really love you is God or the gods, or someone who has suffered tremendously and can sympathize with your plight. But the only reason why you even seek this "Deeper" form of love or feel like you can seek quote on quote "higher" forms of love is because you have been denied a basic sentiment, a feeling, a need that 80% of humanity experiences at some level.
Embrace the dark knowledge of the void, oh enlightened one! You are a dark demon of the abyss, a monsterous beastly creature that will never be accepted into the deified gates of civilization - you will never enter through the Gates of the Kingdom of Israel, you are forever damned on the Mountain of Edom, where the untamed uncivilized Goatmonsters reside. You will either cry in pain or dance the fires of passion as the Seirim, along with the outcast whores and catladies that nobody else really loves or likes either.
Embrace your damnation, and try to shoot for the night sky, for you have nothing to lose, no human being will be able to restrain the untamed beast. Use your passion to overcome any constratints that are pushed on you - nobody can restrain you now.
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