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Think of some random animal species, and how you see the groups socializing and living in harmony. They all mostly look the same and act the same..Mother Nature chose them as being blessed with biological acceptance. Then you have the weird outcast on the outskirt. It looks a bit off. It acts a bit strange. Your gut tells you something is wrong with it, and that you should keep a distance. The implication in this is that, not only is it a reject of the group, it is also a rejection of biology and life itself. The powers that be looked at you, and said, fuck this loser. This is above anything and anyone, it is being condemned by existence itself. That is the most vicious realization, that this is at a subconscious, non sentient level… Mother Nature, biology, sentience, however you want to define “it”, (to personify it and make my point), decided you will be rejected. You can’t even rage or rebel against it, it’s not a physical presence or directly sentient, all you can do is be the bitch of something above you that doesn’t even physically exist. Even having to personify it is depressing, because in doing so means its just an oxymoron. I think some form of a soul exists, and all this does is corrupt your soul with despair and rage. You literally lose in every single way. Your inner balance is thrown off as well. I think it takes extreme mental fortitude and character to still remain positive, when you have the ability to self reflect on your situation like this. At a certain point it just manifests as total apathy.
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