SuicideFuel Having an abusive family is top 3 worst things

[NickelodeonCel]

Your home is supposed to be the place where you feel comfortable, where you have a low cortisol. You deal with other people outside and come home to a peaceful place you feel comfortable in, that's how it's supposed to be.

But when you have an abusive family your cortisol is never in a low state because you are constantly anxious from the trauma and fear what could happen in the future. Not only have you to deal with the hostile world outside as a incel but you can't even relax in your own home.

I think a lot of you don't understand what a nightmare this is, if I had the choice i would choose dying khhv if it meant to have a normal loving household, that's how bad it is.

 

[Animecel2D]

Yeah. It’s horrible

you never get to catch a damn break, you’re in this constant state of high stress, you have nowhere to go

 

[NickelodeonCel]

Yeah. It’s horrible

you never get to catch a damn break, you’re in this constant state of high stress, you have nowhere to go

It's a genuine nightmare. I can't believe I'm in this situation out of all people.

 

[Gen.SchizoAfricanus]

dude this is the exact reason i am a CHRONIC marijuana smoker. I live with a Bipolar religious an highly manipulative birth giver, i hate my sperm donor but i swear this bitch is yelling every fuckin day an even when shes not yellin she just talks loud an sounds angry, idk what the fuck is wrong with this woman but she has driven everyone in our house crazy an you can't even talk to her because she breaks down an crys an throws tantrums, this hell life i was born into is 100% a punishment for something i did in a pass life because i have ADHD an Autism (real autism i couldn't talk until i was 4 ) so i cant even use my brain to work my out of this damn shit hole an i am stuck an doomed to work shitty wage slave lowly jobs until i get lucky enough to get killed driving on my escooter. Fuck the faggot demiurge an his worshippers.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Tfw your safe haven is not safe bc you've been mentally abused from the ppl supposed to protect you

 

[Gen.SchizoAfricanus]

then i gotta live in this fuckin world where simply bein white is enough to mog me, i laugh because i just cant catch a break but this faggot in the sky wants me to suffer an crash out so i wont indulge him. I just peacefully eat shit, wear shit, breath shit an grin because frownin an complaining means you were never a good person in the first place since some retarded african with aids decided to have 18 starvin pot bellied children an went on to have more sex then i'll ever see but i'm supposed to feel bad because its my fault their dad is a dumbass bum

 

[MarkCorrigan]

I would be easy pickings for some cult leader or bpd foid (like that’ll ever happen) since I’m already used to being abused and screamed at and told to fuck off then getting told how much I’m loved 10 minutes later

 

[NickelodeonCel]

dude this is the exact reason i am a CHRONIC marijuana smoker. I live with a Bipolar religious an highly manipulative birth giver, i hate my sperm donor but i swear this bitch is yelling every fuckin day an even when shes not yellin she just talks loud an sounds angry, idk what the fuck is wrong with this woman but she has driven everyone in our house crazy an you can't even talk to her because she breaks down an crys an throws tantrums, this hell life i was born into is 100% a punishment for something i did in a pass life because i have ADHD an Autism (real autism i couldn't talk until i was 4 ) so i cant even use my brain to work my out of this damn shit hole an i am stuck an doomed to work shitty wage slave lowly jobs until i get lucky enough to get killed driving on my escooter. Fuck the faggot demiurge an his worshippers.

Dude you described my mom on the dot and if that wasn't enough, my brother is physically abusive aswell.

 

[NickelodeonCel]

Tfw your safe haven is not safe bc you've been mentally abused from the ppl supposed to protect you

Mentally and physically brocel, I wish it was only one of those

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Mentally and physically brocel, I wish it was only one of those

 

[Gen.SchizoAfricanus]

Dude you described my mom on the dot and if that wasn't enough, my brother is physically abusive aswell.

wtf how ? you need to beat the ever living shit out of him one time an bring an end to it, fuck him if he never speaks to you again either, Put a stop to that shit.

 

[SnakeCel]

Your home is supposed to be the place where you feel comfortable, where you have a low cortisol. You deal with other people outside and come home to a peaceful place you feel comfortable in, that's how it's supposed to be.

But when you have an abusive family your cortisol is never in a low state because you are constantly anxious from the trauma and fear what could happen in the future. Not only have you to deal with the hostile world outside as a incel but you can't even relax in your own home.

I think a lot of you don't understand what a nightmare this is, if I had the choice i would choose dying khhv if it meant to have a normal loving household, that's how bad it is.

When I am under a lot of stress at my home it's ropefuel