inunotaisho
Greycel
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- May 4, 2018
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I never amounted to anything in his eyes and all he did was criticize me. Never tried to help me as I got older.
He remarried 5 years back and got three full grown sons that way. Bought one a mercedez, an apartment for the other and pays the rent for the third.
Saw him today for the first time in like 2 years. I was invited by his wife.
Got there and he was smashed drunk. Went off on a tirade about how worthless I was, that I my depression steemed from me playing to much video games.
I replied for the first time about what a shit dad he was. He laughed in my face and said "you wont get any empathy from me."
And then I left.
I always harbored thought about killing him, but those feelings had kinda left me today. I thought I would cry in that moment when I finally spoke all I felt to his face, I didnt, I was just full of hate and adrenaline. Guess finally having closure on those resentments has put me a step off the ER path.
He remarried 5 years back and got three full grown sons that way. Bought one a mercedez, an apartment for the other and pays the rent for the third.
Saw him today for the first time in like 2 years. I was invited by his wife.
Got there and he was smashed drunk. Went off on a tirade about how worthless I was, that I my depression steemed from me playing to much video games.
I replied for the first time about what a shit dad he was. He laughed in my face and said "you wont get any empathy from me."
And then I left.
I always harbored thought about killing him, but those feelings had kinda left me today. I thought I would cry in that moment when I finally spoke all I felt to his face, I didnt, I was just full of hate and adrenaline. Guess finally having closure on those resentments has put me a step off the ER path.
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