SuicideFuel Dad says "I have everything"

[PrototypeCel]

That’s honestly a major reason as to why I hate them. They just don’t care, they don’t want to accept that I’m facing perpetual Inceldom because of their combination of sub-par genetics.

i would love to say this to them but my dad would ignore it and think im insane and my mom would probably become sicker than she is now and if she dies im pretty much fucked

 

[chudjak]

It’s like we have the same parents or something, both my parents are the exact same way. They just flat out refuse to acknowledge that I struggle mightily when trying to get a romantic relationship and sex, not because of the things that I can control, but precisely because of what I was predestined to have because of them: race, height, etc.

That’s honestly a major reason as to why I hate them. They just don’t care, they don’t want to accept that I’m facing perpetual Inceldom because of their combination of sub-par genetics.

Parents are idiots who can't even comprehend the world their children live in, I won't get into what mine are like but if yours are anything like mine then it is not worth arguing with them or even being honest with them. Just take their money, lie/placate, and enjoy what they give you (if they do). Parents are not active people anymore, they can't change the way they think or view things, they are just an immutable amalgamation of their own outdated experiences and they can't imagine yours being any different from theirs. Don't waste time hating them for it, it's more likely negligence and stupidity then straight evil intent

 

[JollyGentleman]

i would love to say this to them but my dad would ignore it and think im insane and my mom would probably become sicker than she is now and if she dies im pretty much fucked

Even I have not said that to my parents. Although I have hinted and heavily implied it to them hoping that they would connect the dots.
It's probably not a good idea to be overly combative with your parents if you're still living with them or are otherwise dependent on them.

 

[PrototypeCel]

Even I have not said that to my parents. Although I have hinted and heavily implied it to them hoping that they would connect the dots.
It's probably not a good idea to be overly combative with your parents if you're still living with them or are otherwise dependent on them.

theyll never connect the dots so im just trying to cope in peace the best i can i try to ignore them when im too stressed but sometimes its hard to not trauma dump and tell them why my life is shit and why im rotting
i told them i was short and ugly and thats it
nothing really blackpill but yeah my best bet is to just be calm and not be combative but even then when im not that they treat me worse because then they think something is wrong with me

 

[JollyGentleman]

Parents are idiots who can't even comprehend the world their children live in, I won't get into what mine are like but if yours are anything like mine then it is not worth arguing with them or even being honest with them. Just take their money, lie/placate, and enjoy what they give you (if they do). Parents are not active people anymore, they can't change the way they think or view things, they are just an immutable amalgamation of their own outdated experiences and they can't imagine yours being any different from theirs. Don't waste time hating them for it, it's more likely negligence and stupidity then straight evil intent

That's very well said. I also came to the conclusion long ago that they are just simply incapable of understanding my situation and why they are mostly to blame. It's negligence, stupidity, but also outright narcissism on their part. My constant hatred for them dissipated long ago, these days there are just a few moments where my hatred comes out.

I have and will continue to take their money, lie/placate, and enjoy their gifts as you say, that's pretty much all that I can do at this point, at least untill I have saved up enough for me own place.

I plan on LDAR for as long as possible, might eventually rοpеmаxx but not sure when. What would you say is the most optimal way to cope in the mean time? I'm trying to change my mindset and see the silver lining or at least some positive, it's awfully tough as you can imagine.

 

[chudjak]

That's very well said. I also came to the conclusion long ago that they are just simply incapable of understanding my situation and why they are mostly to blame. It's negligence, stupidity, but also outright narcissism on their part. My constant hatred for them dissipated long ago, these days there are just a few moments where my hatred comes out.

I have and will continue to take their money, lie/placate, and enjoy their gifts as you say, that's pretty much all that I can do at this point, at least untill I have saved up enough for me own place.

I plan on LDAR for as long as possible, might eventually rοpеmаxx but not sure when. What would you say is the most optimal way to cope in the mean time? I'm trying to change my mindset and see the silver lining or at least some positive, it's awfully tough as you can imagine.

I made a thread about how I reverted back to childhood simplicity and it stoped making me feel bad, you could read it if you care. But more importantly DO NOT ropemaxx, you do not deserve to be punished for what other people have done to you. The wickedness of others should mean THEY suffer instead of you, of course they usually don't unless someone makes them. Basically either stop caring about what other people do/say/think and enjoy the simple things in life or take it out in a diffERent way then the sewer slide

 

[JollyGentleman]

theyll never connect the dots so im just trying to cope in peace the best i can i try to ignore them when im too stressed but sometimes its hard to not trauma dump and tell them why my life is shit and why im rotting
i told them i was short and ugly and thats it
nothing really blackpill

I feel the same way. It's really tough, words can't describe what it's like to try and cope, to suppress how I feel when all I want to do is talk about it at least have someone pretend to care. Somedays I don't talk to my parents at all, others I just trauma dump only to be met with indifference and more bluepilled normie copes from them.

It's pathetic and I'm so sick of hearing it from them. That sad reality is that we can cope all we want but I honestly don't feel as though ascension will ever be possible. It's only in death that inceӏdom will cease.

 

[JollyGentleman]

I made a thread about how I reverted back to childhood simplicity and it stoped making me feel bad, you could read it if you care. But more importantly DO NOT ropemaxx, you do not deserve to be punished for what other people have done to you. The wickedness of others should mean THEY suffer instead of you, of course they usually don't unless someone makes them. Basically either stop caring about what other people do/say/think and enjoy the simple things in life or take it out in a diffERent way then the sewer slide

That's a great mindset to have. Can you link that thread? I'm not exactly sure what the title of it is.

You're absolutely right by saying that the wicked nature of normies should be the cause of their suffering NOT ours. Sadly, that is rarely the case what recompense do we have? I certainly don't want to give myself a permanent punishment for what the normies in soyciety have done to me, but do you honestly think that there is another way? not caring about the opinions of others is easier said than done.

Furthermore, I'm not much of a preachER myself, but your sERmon in that last sentence might be a solution, probably not though. I'm not sure if that's what I even want to do. Those who cause our suffERing could easily be ERadicated, they could be bitten by a tERrier or fERret maybe even a tERrapin. They could be bludgeoned with a spear, there are certainly many ways for such people to be ERadicated. With tERror in our minds they could pERish at the hands of nothing more than a piece of papER. HereaftER, our joy will emERge at the fERocity of their pERil. As extraordinary expERts in all things life and death, they claim to hold a monopoly on truth yet they don't know they first thing about neithER Lookism nor Genetic hERmeneutics their rhetoric is as harsh as cERamic tERracotta. I will exalt with exubERance the day when our pERilous plight will pERiodically pERish and our rhetorical hERitage as societal hERetics shall triumph. I will testify as part of my truecel testimony that normies are truly tERrorists.

 

[chudjak]

That's a great mindset to have. Can you link that thread? I'm not exactly sure what the title of it is.

You're absolutely right by saying that the wicked nature of normies should be the cause of their suffering NOT ours. Sadly, that is rarely the case what recompense do we have? I certainly don't want to give myself a permanent punishment for what the normies in soyciety have done to me, but do you honestly think that there is another way? not caring about the opinions of others is easier said than done.

Furthermore, I'm not much of a preachER myself, but your sERmon in that last sentence might be a solution, probably not though. I'm not sure if that's what I even want to do. Those who cause our suffERing could easily be ERadicated, they could be bitten by a tERrier or fERret maybe even a tERrapin. They could be bludgeoned with a spear, there are certainly many ways for such people to be ERadicated. With tERror in our minds they could pERish at the hands of nothing more than a piece of papER. HereaftER, our joy will emERge at the fERocity of their pERil. As extraordinary expERts in all things life and death, they claim to hold a monopoly on truth yet they don't know they first thing about neithER Lookism nor Genetic hERmeneutics their rhetoric is as harsh as cERamic tERracotta. I will exalt with exubERance the day when our pERilous plight will pERiodically pERish and our rhetorical hERitage as societal hERetics shall triumph. I will testify as part of my truecel testimony that normies are truly tERrorists.

Haven't read rest of your post yet but here's link Thread 'I haven't felt sad or angry in a few weeks, used to think about going to the "ER" every hour of day, feels good man' https://incels.is/threads/i-havent-...e-er-every-hour-of-day-feels-good-man.683164/

 

[Based NaziCel]

I know that it might sound like a cope but did you ever have holidays? I’m just curious what does “everything” exactly mean for your dad?

 

[Based NaziCel]

Despite them being unsympathetic meanies and dysfunctional parents they do have one point, you have everything (that you need). You don't need women, you WANT them, but if you know what they are like then you shouldn't want them at all. Women stink and don't want you + you are autistic = just enjoy a simple life and completely forget about all expectations and "hopes" like having a woman

This is PURE tearfuel

 

[JollyGentleman]

Haven't read rest of your post yet but here's link Thread 'I haven't felt sad or angry in a few weeks, used to think about going to the "ER" every hour of day, feels good man' https://incels.is/threads/i-havent-...e-er-every-hour-of-day-feels-good-man.683164/

Thanks, I'll bookmark that thread and read it later. The last paragraph is basically me trying to write as many words that I can capitalize the E and the R in. It's rather poetic.

Thinking about going E R is one thing, it might be therapeutic in some cases. Actually doing so is a completely different situation.

 

[Apex.Koala]

My mom also says the same and she yells at me a fuckton every chance she can get Im 19 and ive never talked to a girl, and my mom also knows that I am very autistic, and yet she still expects me and always tells me about looking "presentable" to get a gf. She even talks about "when im married" JFL

It seems that we have a similar lore. What I learned from this is that you should never ask several times the same person for advice or compassion about your situation as they will always respond the same thing.

 

[Based NaziCel]

My mom also says the same and she yells at me a fuckton every chance she can get Im 19 and ive never talked to a girl, and my mom also knows that I am very autistic, and yet she still expects me and always tells me about looking "presentable" to get a gf. She even talks about "when im married" JFL

Same.My parents are both hypocrites (they’re both sexhavers, especially my dad was always a hypocrite).They tell me that I shall have a good pERsonality (you know) even though I don’t fucking have one, actually.I’m far away from having an “interesting” personality and no foid ever found me attractive and I’ve also never talked to any foid (we all know that I’d get rejected anyway)

 

[ViciousKanga]

my dad has the same hairline as me (nw2) despite being in his fifites and tells me that even if i go bald at a young age its not a big deal, yet hes in his late fifites with hair? this all stemmed from the fact that i wanted to take finasteride