I haven't talked to a foid my age in 3 years so i've been asking some normies and chadlites for advice but all they're doing is bluepilling me. Today is her birthday and I don't want to simp out because I know (nobody owes you anything inkwell). I have until Saturday to do something but I am a 5'8 fat, spERgy, mestizo, khhv at 19.5 so I am very blackpilled and don't want to waste my energy just to get even worse. Idk how to cope, being a betabux is my calling because that is my only value. It's a self fulfilling prophecy either way. How do I accept or challenge my fate? Do I just have to take an L and go full stone cold blackpill rage inkwell?
