FlyoverState
just ugly
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- Joined
- Jun 13, 2018
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I was found to have low test, which was understandable given my poor diet in the past.
To cure it I started eating more vegetables, etc, etc. and increased my intake of Zinc.
I wish I didn't cure this issue. Now EVERYWHERE I notice women. Before I would make a point to avoid women and try not to stare at them, since it would make me sad knowing my hopelessness. But now it's on sight, I'll see a relatively attractive woman and I'll be turned on in seconds.
I know im healthier now than I was before... but I feel worse. I can't help but get attracted to women in real life now, and that only makes me notice and acknowledge the bitter truth that they not only don't find me attractive, but they would rather get into a car accident or lose a limb than engage in sexual activity with me. I thought that being healthy would make me happier... and it has in most aspects of my life.., but
now that I'm feeling the way most healthy men feel, I'm reminded yet again what I'll never get. My erection may lead to an ERection... of justice.
To cure it I started eating more vegetables, etc, etc. and increased my intake of Zinc.
I wish I didn't cure this issue. Now EVERYWHERE I notice women. Before I would make a point to avoid women and try not to stare at them, since it would make me sad knowing my hopelessness. But now it's on sight, I'll see a relatively attractive woman and I'll be turned on in seconds.
I know im healthier now than I was before... but I feel worse. I can't help but get attracted to women in real life now, and that only makes me notice and acknowledge the bitter truth that they not only don't find me attractive, but they would rather get into a car accident or lose a limb than engage in sexual activity with me. I thought that being healthy would make me happier... and it has in most aspects of my life.., but
now that I'm feeling the way most healthy men feel, I'm reminded yet again what I'll never get. My erection may lead to an ERection... of justice.