15 years ago I was a young man in high school in a military uniform. Our detatchment held this tradition of a military ball held every single year for our branch. I had just advanced to the rank of E-5 during my first year! (enlisted ranks range E-1 - E-9, I forgot the fucking officers). I asked out this gorgeous Stacy and said yes. She was excited to be with me... until she actually got to get a glimps of me before we went to the ball.
It was my very first date and I never felt so nervous and retarded in my life. My inner autist and retardation only comes out when a beautiful girl is in my presence.
Why the fuck did I buy flowers for the first fucking date.
We awkardly went to the ball...
The worst fucking part was I did not even realize how bad I fucked up... and we havent even gotten do the fucking ball. I thought I would get pussy for sure that night! (fucking autist)
I walked holding her arm as I walked tall in my dress blues and cover. I never felt so powerful and accomplished.
Everyone was shocked to see that I had a 10/10 Stacy by my side. I had the most attractive girl at the ball... for a while.
During that time I just became the highest status male despite the fact I was not even an officer or senior enlisted. Every girl kept on checking me out and just wanted a piece of me. Those few hours of achieving your social zenith were the best I've ever experienced.
After traditions and dinner, it was time to dance. As soon it was time she already cucked me by dancing with someone else.
Everyone knew what happened and I was the secret laugning stock of the night. It was one of the worse predicments of my life. I just went from being a 10/10 Chad to bing a 2/10 loser outcast within the course of a few seconds.
Everyone had someone to slow dance... except for me
The wave of humiliation and dissapointment was utter torture. I felt a shock of blue and electriclty tingle my veins as my heart just kept pumping and pumping. The night seemed so long.
To make matters worse I had to take the bitch home.
The remaining of the year was filled with mockery and judgement.... it was so bad I transferred to a different detatcment to start over at the expence of being an E-3 to start off.
"I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone." - Robin Williams
It was my very first date and I never felt so nervous and retarded in my life. My inner autist and retardation only comes out when a beautiful girl is in my presence.
Why the fuck did I buy flowers for the first fucking date.
We awkardly went to the ball...
The worst fucking part was I did not even realize how bad I fucked up... and we havent even gotten do the fucking ball. I thought I would get pussy for sure that night! (fucking autist)
I walked holding her arm as I walked tall in my dress blues and cover. I never felt so powerful and accomplished.
Everyone was shocked to see that I had a 10/10 Stacy by my side. I had the most attractive girl at the ball... for a while.
During that time I just became the highest status male despite the fact I was not even an officer or senior enlisted. Every girl kept on checking me out and just wanted a piece of me. Those few hours of achieving your social zenith were the best I've ever experienced.
After traditions and dinner, it was time to dance. As soon it was time she already cucked me by dancing with someone else.
Everyone knew what happened and I was the secret laugning stock of the night. It was one of the worse predicments of my life. I just went from being a 10/10 Chad to bing a 2/10 loser outcast within the course of a few seconds.
Everyone had someone to slow dance... except for me
The wave of humiliation and dissapointment was utter torture. I felt a shock of blue and electriclty tingle my veins as my heart just kept pumping and pumping. The night seemed so long.
To make matters worse I had to take the bitch home.
The remaining of the year was filled with mockery and judgement.... it was so bad I transferred to a different detatcment to start over at the expence of being an E-3 to start off.
"I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone." - Robin Williams
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