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Waking up. Without any doubt.
I just really want some kids so I can raise them to be better than I ever was. The fact that I can't have that it probably the most heartbreaking. What I would give to have people walk on this earth that would consider me the greatest guy in the world just because I am their dad.
Inb4 "you ugly so you can't make kids" castrated cucks. I don't care.
I think Peter Pan syndrome is the cruelest part. None of us will ever fully experience what it's like to be a a man and we will be eternally longing for it until we croak. Nothing sounds more depressing than failing at what you were literally made to do.
Fuck sake man, shit is depressingyou're autistic or low IQ you're on your own forever, literally no one needs you
Probably the crushing despair and hopelessness that grow every day.
Knowing that I did my best, did everything I was “supposed” to do, bought into the self improvement bluepill and Petersonian “it’s my fault all the women are rejecting me” nonsense and it was all a lie that achieved nothing of value despite my best efforts.
Then I see everyday people who never put in a fraction of the effort and who have no real conception of failure or loneliness or suffering — many people like that have everything. Working hard is no guarantee of even moderate success anymore. Good cushy job, beautiful spouse, friend group that actually likes them, decent enough family and so on. Life just “happens” for a lot of people. Especially for women who are evenly remotely attractive their lives are so easy compared to what we must endure and struggle against. It’s not fair and the game was rigged from the start.
It’s not enough to be kind/principled, to work and provide value. Not anymore. Women would rather chase the top and share the top than be with men like us. It’s knowing that my life is a failure and there’s nothing I can do to fix it and that I’ll die someday probably saying to myself “living and working weren’t worth it” on the way out that’s the worst. It’s knowing nobody loved me because of what I am and my lack of status. Living life that way you see how shallow people are and you begin to resent them.
I am consumed by rage and I’m powerless to change my fate. Many such cases. And our societies, women, the older generations, men who got theirs, absolutely none of them care one lick. In fact they hate us. Tell us we’re “privileged” bah. Fools. But they’re the ones with the power so here we are eh lads? Here’s to more miserable years as a serf in these shitholes.
Anti natilism is a cope for ugly people. They are all supposedly atheists yet obsess over morals. Morality is leftover from Christianity. You want a feeling of superiority from your morals because genetically you are inferior to the point that you won't accomplish the inherent of reproducing. If you were tall and handsome you would have children.I think bringing children into the world is morally wrong because you are forcing somebody against their consent to exist because of your own selfish reasons of muh legacy I'm very proud to be an anti-natalist I wish for the human race to go extinct myself included no humans means no ruined Planet no people means no people problems life guarantees misery that is why I live in Epicurean lifestyle I just want to enjoy myself enough before I die and that means as a Insel getting the fuck away from people and spending my time getting high getting intoxicated and watching funny videos and learning things about the world around me but in all honesty I am pretty depressed and sad knowing I'm going to die a virgin and alone
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If I were tall and handsome I life would be much better even with the retarded loser parents that i had because migets shouldn't reproduce and that's basically me so I try and hide from the world, I wish I was never born. I ended up clowned by nature and the universe, i hate life being the freak that i am, i hate the people around me even worse.Anti natilism is a cope for ugly people. They are all supposedly atheists yet obsess over morals. Morality is leftover from Christianity. You want a feeling of superiority from your morals because genetically you are inferior to the point that you won't accomplish the inherent of reproducing. If you were tall and handsome you would have children.
Its unfathomable the mind of parents who are so selfish and ignorant to reproduce with shit genetics then be so callous and in denial of the results. They literally think we are supposed to just grow up and become superstudsIf I were tall and handsome I life would be much better even with the retarded loser parents that i had because migets shouldn't reproduce and that's basically me so I try and hide from the world, I wish I was never born. I ended up clowned by nature and the universe, i hate life being the freak that i am, i hate the people around me even worse.
I'll never be able to prove i am better than my shitty father.I just really want some kids so I can raise them to be better than I ever was. The fact that I can't have that it probably the most heartbreaking.
REALI think Peter Pan syndrome is the cruelest part. None of us will ever fully experience what it's like to be a a man and we will be eternally longing for it until we croak. Nothing sounds more depressing than failing at what you were literally made to do.
These two:
- Being stuck as the perpetual Peter Pan archetype of the boy who never grew up.
- That there’s literally no way to change your fate through gym or surgery maxxing.
Same man, and it fuckin kills me every day knowing that I'll never get the chance to be a father of my own. It's brutal for me because I work in a school and have proven to be a good role model so it kills meI just really want some kids so I can raise them to be better than I ever was. The fact that I can't have that it probably the most heartbreaking. What I would give to have people walk on this earth that would consider me the greatest guy in the world just because I am their dad.
Inb4 "you ugly so you can't make kids" castrated cucks. I don't care.
We're literal genetic trash.I think the pointlessness of life when you cannot fulfill the inbuilt genetic need to procreate. I have to work to exist yet I get no enjoyment out of living and everyday is like a repeat of the last.
I voted for perpetuallly feeling like I am not an adult (even at 27) due to never being in a relationship and how that limits you in the adult experiences you can achieve and how without them you remain perpetually undeveloped as a person.
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