Woke up like an hour ago but they came today. I made a thread earlier this month that I went to a therapist, my mother called 111 on me and I went. I was honest, I said how I felt. I was honest. They reported me to the police and today counter terror non-uniformed officers woke me up at 9 am. This is in the UK by the way, one of the officers gave me their number. They said they just want to help. They probably really just want to ruin my life. I don't even know what to say, I'm anxious, paranoid, etc. I just wanted to be left alone. I probably can't even order certain things without raising suspicion now. They took my bullets (legal to own, 'de-activated') because I said i wanted to convert them, they took a knife I had on my bed. I should have never said anything to theRAPIST and psychiatrist and instead ran out the hospital when I got there. It's only making everything worse, my mental state degrades around others. I don't know what the future holds. If you go to any sort of 'help' do NOT be honest. People in my last thread said that exact thing but it was too late, I said what I said already. My parents treat me differently recently too, it's all driving me insane. The world and life is all a forced nightmare.
