It makes me want to rope every time i think about how our copes will eventually stop satisfying us all the things we do gooning playing games eating watching tv they are just temporary pleasure they fill your brain with dopamine but then your brain craves more and more as we have nothing else to fill our void then you chase more extremes. like more extreme porn for example but it will all eventually feel dull as you become desensitized to it then nothing feels good anymore everything feels boring or stale. I cant remember the last time i was truly happy the only option when your copes start to fail you is to rope nothing more we can do its just sad i wont live to 80 years old and die surrounded by family my children wife and grandchildren. Il die alone in my room whenever my copes cant distract me anymore we wont be remembered well be forgotten no one will remember or care about us.
