good, you are going mad.
been doing this since ever i can remember
I do the same. After all, I'm the only person willing to listen
I’m constantly venting out loud at my own home and it’s sad
Same brocel. Problem is i also have autism and ocd so i repeat certain sentences like 40 times till i say it exactly like i want. I used to only do this at home but i have started to do it in public too people must think im retarded.
People may see you as crazy if you talk with yourself out loud
Then whisper to yourself.
Nah, you just talk to yourself in thoughts, same as them all.
Some people can't imagine their own voice within their "own thoughts". In fact, I am able to imagine any voice you can really think myself although these sounds are obviously not recreated as it is the case for actual (lucid) dreams or even as far as in auditive hypnagogic experiences (as you're about to fall asleep, except this applies more if you're either sleep deprived or have experienced some sort of disturbance in your CNS).
Well in reality you can prob. talk with yourself out loud, your social status is prob. so low already that in the end it doesn't even matter.
Bystanders will think you're either schizophrenic or under the influence of drugs. It is best not to stand out for the aforementioned reasons (worth mentioning your local reputation, which might be relevant if you live either in a relatively small town or a middle sized city).
Let them think, they hate you both ways
It is best not to stand out for the aforementioned reasons (worth mentioning your local reputation, which might be relevant if you live either in a relatively small town or a middle sized city).
do you have a plan for a way out? I don't, not anymore. I knew how to bot down poker and make a large profit from a medium sized bot network, but this idea is dead by now.
nope...
