SuicideFuel Constant thoughts about roping

[Nightwalker_98]

These days i am getting constant thoughts about roping because life seems like a bad nightmare . The thing is my poor old lady and man would have no idea for why i roped and they would probably keep wondering and thinking about them gives me more sadness. The thing is people don't realise that being an incel isn't being a sexual deviant, being incel in my case means a complete failure of a human in the society ,my childhood was filled with mental agony and abuse in the home and school, I didn't learn to adjust in the normal life, I never ever experienced a relationship, never had a fullfilling educational life due to low iq, never got invited to any party, and now i don't have a job in this crucial age.when i should have been able to sustain a family. Low iq and ugliness are two dogs in these dense wilderness called life , who are beginning to hunt me down for the great hunter called time.I will leave this forum again for some days, i got sick again due to much lurking around in depression

 

[Khanivore]

I am constantly thinking about rapping too

 

[Nightwalker_98]

I am constantly thinking about rapping too

COOL mang

 

[Khanivore]

COOL mang

lets rap

 

[Nightwalker_98]

lets rap

This is my rap,
My life is shitty
Wish i was more witty
But due to adhd, I got tangled into the nitty gritty
If I had a wife, life would be litty

 

[Claude]

set some cars on fire before you rope

 

[Khanivore]

This is my rap,
My life is shitty
Wish i was more witty
But due to adhd, I got tangled into the nitty gritty
If I had a wife, life would be litty

Travis Scott looks at you with envy, awesome rap

 

[Khanivore]

set some cars on fire before you rope

1. ClaudeTheBottomBoy

 

[lumipallo]

I will leave this forum again for some days, i got sick again due to much lurking around in depression

Happens to me too. This place is a downer to peruse daily but generally a useful reminder that you're not the only one struggling.
Browsing SS is genuinely less depressing than browsing place lol.

 

[Nightwalker_98]

Travis Scott looks at you with envy, awesome rap

The credit belongs to Vanilla Ice for my rap inspiration

 

[Nightwalker_98]

set some cars on fire before you rope

I wil set myself on fire probably

 

[Nightwalker_98]

I think about suicide a lot to. I wish life came with a button to just leave life peacefully

Sometimes i think it was over for me the day i was born..No peace in here

 

[UnwantedVirgin]

I want to die peacefully in my sleep.

 

[Nightwalker_98]

Happens to me too. This place is a downer to peruse daily but generally a useful reminder that you're not the only one struggling.
Browsing SS is genuinely less depressing than browsing place lol.

yeaah i agree on that , blackpill forums are some of the most brutal forums to ever exist in the history of internet..I view suicide and gore forums like a teen + content ever since coming to blackpill society

 

[wereq]

As currycel truecels, we honestly don't have any seriously good options besides the rope. Right now I'm trying to cope, but its not going well.

 

[Nightwalker_98]

I want to die peacefully in my sleep.

Yeaah probably not happening

 

[wereq]

I want to die peacefully in my sleep.

Holy Grail that's too good for us. For us, everything must be painful.

 

[Nightwalker_98]

As currycel truecels, we honestly don't have any seriously good options besides the rope. Right now I'm trying to cope, but its not going well.

Tru brocel , to add that we are born in Curryland where each waking hour you step outside thr house is full torture with 99% NT idiots lurking around every nook and corner

 

[wereq]

Tru brocel , to add that we are born in Curryland where each waking hour you step outside thr house is full torture with 99% NT idiots lurking around every nook and corner

Not to mention the constant noise and air pollution.

 

[Nightwalker_98]

Not to mention the constant noise and air pollution.

Yes its putrid

 

[Med Amine]

The thing is my poor old lady and man would have no idea for why i roped and they would probably keep wondering and thinking about them gives me more sadness.

they have no clue mine will probably assume i was on drugs or someone pushed me to do it