AdamII
Spectral Tzélem
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- Aug 3, 2021
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I've been for a long time in a conflict regarding adopting a more orthodox religious lifestyle. I've been a NEET for the past 3 years and I'm mentally incapable of going outside too much.
[UWSL]I've been lately mildly invested in the existential philosophy of Joseph B. Soloveitchik, particularly his text "the lonely man of faith", in which he presents a life of piety and solitude as an alternative to dignity and success; Soloveitchik encourages us to see the magical grace of the mute cosmos, and embrace modesty and wonder, instead of searching for control and validation.[/UWSL]
This entire way of life has been extremely appealing to me, as through the past 2 years I've become more and more magnetized by Jewish philosophy, Hasidic philosophy and Kabbalah.
It seems like religious lifestyle would be the solution to all my problems and give me true and genuine fulfillment that could not really be acquired in our contemporary secular society.
On the other hand, it would be extremely difficult to become religious while living as a NEET with my secular parents. For instance, being a Shomer Shabbos would be practically impossible, since my parents use electricity on Shabbos. Also, going to a synagogue is difficult for me as someone with social anxiety and other problems.
I don't know if it would be too late for me to do teshuva when I'm old, and I don't know if i may have arranged marriage if i do it too late.
To me, becoming pious is a part of making peace with my loneliness. So I suppose that the more I age the more observant I will be able to become.
I'm sure christian/muslim incels in here face similar problems and considerations and I wonder whether if it occured to anyone else in here that piety could be an escape route from the unsavory life of inceldom
[UWSL]I've been lately mildly invested in the existential philosophy of Joseph B. Soloveitchik, particularly his text "the lonely man of faith", in which he presents a life of piety and solitude as an alternative to dignity and success; Soloveitchik encourages us to see the magical grace of the mute cosmos, and embrace modesty and wonder, instead of searching for control and validation.[/UWSL]
This entire way of life has been extremely appealing to me, as through the past 2 years I've become more and more magnetized by Jewish philosophy, Hasidic philosophy and Kabbalah.
It seems like religious lifestyle would be the solution to all my problems and give me true and genuine fulfillment that could not really be acquired in our contemporary secular society.
On the other hand, it would be extremely difficult to become religious while living as a NEET with my secular parents. For instance, being a Shomer Shabbos would be practically impossible, since my parents use electricity on Shabbos. Also, going to a synagogue is difficult for me as someone with social anxiety and other problems.
I don't know if it would be too late for me to do teshuva when I'm old, and I don't know if i may have arranged marriage if i do it too late.
To me, becoming pious is a part of making peace with my loneliness. So I suppose that the more I age the more observant I will be able to become.
I'm sure christian/muslim incels in here face similar problems and considerations and I wonder whether if it occured to anyone else in here that piety could be an escape route from the unsavory life of inceldom





