Story Compilation of my experiences with bullying

[Zero53]

Here are 4 bullying instances that sticked the most, bullying had a major role in blackpilling me. I want to clarify that I never provoked those people in any way, I mainly got bullied because of below average face, small body structure , being unmanly ,being unassertive and "shy" or simply being "weird", whatever it means.

1) There was a guy who harrassed me a lot each time I met him, mocked me relentlessly and assaulted me physically, left me with bruises and humiliated me phsyically and verbally, probably one of the worst if not the worst, still have anxiety thinking about him ,his friends also mocked me. He insulted my appearence, spread rumors I was gay with his friends, hit me and did stuff I can't even name. The girlfriend of that guy also insulted me a lot and picked on me.

2)Some girls laughed a lot behind my back, mocking my appearence and once kept putting my hood up to choke me while I was minding my own business.

3) There was a guy who was a punk, had basically a whole gang backing him up, insulted and harrassed me every single time he was around, can't recall ONE single experience where he acted respectful I swear, he picked up my defects, he also made the whole gang mock me basically.

4)A group of girls kept taking photos of me without my consent and harrassing me, I remember one of them told me to cover my face because I was ugly and laughed.

I don't even feel anger or the need to take revenge, I don't wish harm, I don't even know what's wrong with people, why the act like this. I just want to be left in peace.

 

[aryanmikmaq]

Sorry man normies are assholes. I was only bullied a couple times In elementary school and online. I was just a side character in highschool and became more anti social.

 

[Zero53]

Sorry man normies are assholes. I was only bullied a couple times In elementary school and online. I was just a side character in highschool and became more anti social.

It's ok, if anything, it served at least to open my eyes on human nature

 

[Jimb0]

Bullies radicalized me, in my particular case they were never kids from broken disfuncional shit homes, they were always rich spoiled attractive assholes who were the cruelest. That's why I'm always hyperfixating about school shootings nowadays lol

 

[zephyr]

or simply being "weird", whatever it means.

That resonates with me. I got called wierd by a friend who gets shunned by most.

spread rumors I was gay with his friends

Why is it always Bullies calling people gay?! Are they closeted Gay???? "Hey look, he's gay, let's get physical with him, because he is the gay one."

I remember one of them told me to cover my face because I was ugly and laughed.

At least you have that as evidence for if someone ever tells you that people won't be mean to you based on how you look.

 

[Zero53]

Bullies radicalized me, in my particular case they were never kids from broken disfuncional shit homes, they were always rich spoiled attractive assholes who were the cruelest. That's why I'm always hyperfixating about school shootings nowadays lol

Yeah I too didn't receive bullying from dysfunctional people

 

[Zero53]

That resonates with me. I got called wierd by a friend who gets shunned by most.

Why is it always Bullies calling people gay?! Are they closeted Gay???? "Hey look, he's gay, let's get physical with him, because he is the gay one."

At least you have that as evidence for if someone ever tells you that people won't be mean to you based on how you look.

Yeah, my "weirdness" is probably a mix of being socially awkward and quiet and bullies see someone weaker and use the gay card. As for the photos that was for me an undeniable proof of looks mattering

 

[Jimb0]

Yeah, my "weirdness" is probably a mix of being socially awkward and quiet and bullies see someone weaker and use the gay card. As for the photos that was for me an undeniable proof of looks mattering

Are you autistic or something (no offense btw) just curious

 

[Zero53]

Are you autistic or something (no offense btw) just curious

To my knowledge no, but I do think I may be on the spectrum or something because I have obsessive toughts, routines and overthink stuff that would normally be irrelevant

 

[Charlie Kirk Koala]

Here are 4 bullying instances that sticked the most, bullying had a major role in blackpilling me. I want to clarify that I never provoked those people in any way, I mainly got bullied because of below average face, small body structure , being unmanly ,being unassertive and "shy" or simply being "weird", whatever it means.

1) There was a guy who harrassed me a lot each time I met him, mocked me relentlessly and assaulted me physically, left me with bruises and humiliated me phsyically and verbally, probably one of the worst if not the worst, still have anxiety thinking about him ,his friends also mocked me. He insulted my appearence, spread rumors I was gay with his friends, hit me and did stuff I can't even name. The girlfriend of that guy also insulted me a lot and picked on me.

2)Some girls laughed a lot behind my back, mocking my appearence and once kept putting my hood up to choke me while I was minding my own business.

3) There was a guy who was a punk, had basically a whole gang backing him up, insulted and harrassed me every single time he was around, can't recall ONE single experience where he acted respectful I swear, he picked up my defects, he also made the whole gang mock me basically.

4)A group of girls kept taking photos of me without my consent and harrassing me, I remember one of them told me to cover my face because I was ugly and laughed.

I don't even feel anger or the need to take revenge, I don't wish harm, I don't even know what's wrong with people, why the act like this. I just want to be left in peace.

Joined when The Kirk died and already 200 posts

Now seriously, i also had experiences like you did.
My question is what's your SMV (Sexual Market Value)?
Because a lot of what you said is relatable.
SMV is height face rating and neurotipicality. The way you describe yourself sounds like you are 5'7 or below, LTN and nd

 

[Zero53]

Joined when The Kirk died and already 200 posts

Now seriously, i also had experiences like you did.
My question is what's your SMV (Sexual Market Value)?
Because a lot of what you said is relatable.
SMV is height face rating and neurotipicality. The way you describe yourself sounds like you are 5'7 or below, LTN and nd

I don't have an objective way to measure my SMV, I'd say a 4, myabe 5 if I managed to act a bit more normal and improved status through realistic amounts of money (unlikely to happen)

 

[Rapistcel]

Here are 4 bullying instances that sticked the most, bullying had a major role in blackpilling me. I want to clarify that I never provoked those people in any way, I mainly got bullied because of below average face, small body structure , being unmanly ,being unassertive and "shy" or simply being "weird", whatever it means.

1) There was a guy who harrassed me a lot each time I met him, mocked me relentlessly and assaulted me physically, left me with bruises and humiliated me phsyically and verbally, probably one of the worst if not the worst, still have anxiety thinking about him ,his friends also mocked me. He insulted my appearence, spread rumors I was gay with his friends, hit me and did stuff I can't even name. The girlfriend of that guy also insulted me a lot and picked on me.

2)Some girls laughed a lot behind my back, mocking my appearence and once kept putting my hood up to choke me while I was minding my own business.

3) There was a guy who was a punk, had basically a whole gang backing him up, insulted and harrassed me every single time he was around, can't recall ONE single experience where he acted respectful I swear, he picked up my defects, he also made the whole gang mock me basically.

4)A group of girls kept taking photos of me without my consent and harrassing me, I remember one of them told me to cover my face because I was ugly and laughed.

I don't even feel anger or the need to take revenge, I don't wish harm, I don't even know what's wrong with people, why the act like this. I just want to be left in peace.

We are the sane ones in a sick world, and we are treated as if we were the sick ones.

 

[Zero53]

We are the sane ones in a sick world, and we are treated as if we were the sick ones.

I know right

 

[unwantedloser95]

It's cause you're autistic. Simple minded retards can't handle it. Omg this guy is not conforming to my arbitrary societal standards! What a looosseeerrr

Also, since they find you ugly, you have zero worth in these females eyes. They have a severe lack of maturity if it's any consolation.

 

[Zero53]

It's cause you're autistic. Simple minded retards can't handle it. Omg this guy is not conforming to my arbitrary societal standards! What a looosseeerrr

Also, since they find you ugly, you have zero worth in these females eyes. They have a severe lack of maturity if it's any consolation.

Yeah I figured fuck it, I'll do what I want, be a weeb and chill at this point