OmniVoid
Veteran
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- Joined
- Mar 26, 2019
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It all hit me today. Depression is my default state and I'm constantly thinking about my shitty life but today, it all came at me. Like a fucking punch to the chest, all of my experiences from the past and in the moment hit me so tremendously hard that I can't go on much longer. There's nothing I can do to help myself. My life was set out to be like this from the start.
I'll be saving for a gun and I'll get it somehow. Any recommendations for handguns? Meanwhile I'm gonna slug through life and wageslave.
Just a few mm of bone could have saved us, so little but that little makes so much of a difference. If only we had slightly wider shoulders and were a few inches taller. If fucking only we had prominent cheekbones, strong jaws, visible ramus, hunter eyes, strong chins, and positive canthal tilt. If only ethnics had skin that signalled cultural and genetic superiority. Our biological parents should have aborted us all.
I'll be saving for a gun and I'll get it somehow. Any recommendations for handguns? Meanwhile I'm gonna slug through life and wageslave.
Just a few mm of bone could have saved us, so little but that little makes so much of a difference. If only we had slightly wider shoulders and were a few inches taller. If fucking only we had prominent cheekbones, strong jaws, visible ramus, hunter eyes, strong chins, and positive canthal tilt. If only ethnics had skin that signalled cultural and genetic superiority. Our biological parents should have aborted us all.