College is basically studying tons of worthless info you're not going to use anytime soon just for the sake of fucking you up mentally and emotionally. Whenever i try to escape reality by doing anything and then THE SECOND i remember that i have an exam soon that will absolutely destroy me, my mood gets fucking ruined.
It's stressful, exhausting, tiresome, depressing. My exams have started since the first of Jan and until now i've not finished and i just have no energy anymore, but i HAVE to study as there're two more exams this week. And it's either i accept this hell or become a poor piece of shit for the rest of my life and never escape inceldom because i have no money at all to looksmax or get surgeries.
My parents also make it 10 times worse as they always tell me to study study study, like i'm a fucking machine, like give me a fucking break please my trash life is already a fuckign whack.
Do i also need to go on and describe the amount of chads and stacies in my campus ? And how basically everyone is in a relationship or have a social circle while i'm completely alone and don't know anyone ? Oh well.
It's stressful, exhausting, tiresome, depressing. My exams have started since the first of Jan and until now i've not finished and i just have no energy anymore, but i HAVE to study as there're two more exams this week. And it's either i accept this hell or become a poor piece of shit for the rest of my life and never escape inceldom because i have no money at all to looksmax or get surgeries.
My parents also make it 10 times worse as they always tell me to study study study, like i'm a fucking machine, like give me a fucking break please my trash life is already a fuckign whack.
Do i also need to go on and describe the amount of chads and stacies in my campus ? And how basically everyone is in a relationship or have a social circle while i'm completely alone and don't know anyone ? Oh well.
