Where do I even start with this mess? You aren't expected to be an overly good person or be perfect at all. This is clearly stated in the bible, you are simply expected to try your best to follow the bibles teachings and have real faith in Christ.
My life is similar to you and other people on this site, it's far from easy. I personally have to deal with an evil family constantly, they have abused me physically and mentally, and I have horrible living conditions but Christ has literally given me a path, I can't articulate it well enough but I have discovered happiness in such a terrible situation via Whitepill and Christianity, as well as a path to maximize happiness and live a good life... Will it be perfect? No obviously not but answer this, would you rather be 5% happy all the time, or be 40% happy all the time, I mean like cmon its so obvious yet you make it sound as if its trivial and such a crazy thing lol.
I think because you guy's post stuff hating on Christians so much it seems like a cry for help more than anything because why would you honestly even care? Like honestly, this is like if a game released that you thought was bad and you decided to hate it for the rest of your life, most just stop caring and move on, but you all cant move on from hating Christianity, and why do you majority mainly hate on Christianity? Why not the other religions as much? For example, I hate Marvel Rivals and the playerbase of it, but why worry about it so much? I just go on with my day and forget about it despite seeing it all the time, I see it on youtube and shit constantly but it just means nothing to me, meaning I can only assume you are searching for something in Christianity.
Anyways, you basically have nigger mentality. The path you are taking with the "Turn the other cheek around" slave morality" seems like, "Why be a good person when everyone else is bad" Well let's look at what happens when niggers do that, Niggers when something happens to them they chimp out and get arrested and ruin their life, when the best option is literally to just stop caring if someone says something bad about you because otherwise you will just ruin your own life, you simply don't want to accept that because in your mind you think you are some badass that will go ER one day when you will never do that, you will sit there and get picked on and treated unfairly and be butthurt about it forever rather why do that when you can just become a Christcel and become more at peace.
Also, you would be an actual retard to risk BEING SENT TO HELL FOREVER, because you were just arrogant and didn't want to believe and put faith into Christ, which is literally so simple and easy.