I've been thinking about this for a while, but I'm super cautious when it comes to doing anything—to the point where it hinders me. When I was learning how to drive, for instance, I was super terrified of the idea of it because I never wanted to get into a crash and end up dying. I've also almost never ventured anywhere outside the various houses I've lived at over the years, since I was always scared of getting mugged or kidnapped.
I think it stems from my general (well-founded) paranoia of the world and the fact that Fate is unironically seeks to have me killed. If something can go wrong, I'm certain it will.
I made a post about it a few days ago, but my mother and sister kept mocking me because I was being super cautious with lighting our gas stove. I'm afraid that I'm too retarded to be able to do it properly, and therefore, I'm afraid that it'll light up and set me on fire. I have to search up tutorials for almost anything I do since I never want to injure myself or even leave the possibility of injury open to begin with.
If I had to change a light-bulb, I'd unironically probably have to search it up first, so this is all to say that I relate...