not real oneitis, oneitis is about perfect beauty, not biased pedestaling of a girl who talked to you. You would sit there crying over how she fogs all other females into ther dirt. What you have is indeed much more cucked. Cucked into overvaluing what you perceive, too self invested. The reason she is your oneitis, is because you know her and have a crush. That is self bias. you are spitting on the grave of the word oneitis which lost meaning on this forum long ago, youngcels calling their incel crush an oneitis
So the first negative result of this is as previously established you are likely failing to ascend solely because you want a specific looksmatch who doesnt want you. Any truecel in your position with your stats would either have autism or immediately do approaches at school and ascend.
One of the most brutal blackpills is nihilisms dismissal of sonder. Everyone is really complicated and presents an image that you can make an interperetation of, that level of understanding is not remotely fit to make true judgements of her being '''''nice''''. All you will ever know of them is an image, people cannot ultimately communicate. PLUS you have immense bias towards her being nice and will likely look for evidence of it being true.
If she acts nice, your lonely mind will tell you she is the nicest girl in the world. The human mind evolved, literally, to over value its surroundings. As a modern human with discussions of this truth, being even more tricked by this surivival instinct is well, low iq. For one, her life set her up to be nice, it was what she learned is the way to be, maybe she feels superior to un-nice females, maybe she values being nice, likes being seen as so, and thinks its the best way to be happy. Behind the scenes its likely to have lead to hedonizing sex. Maybe not, if you still hold that cope, ok bro. ultimately she is just as selfish as an attention seeking foid, because what she does is as selfish as her own individualized, impossible to understand social conditioning, tells her she can be, farming superiority and validation while hedonizing where she is 'allowed' to. Nobody can be special on personality because about 85% of what people do think and say is socially defined and part of an image they want to be known for.
This forum hates women and would call you cucked for exempting her from this hate but I will not say that. but also third point know that yes indeed from the views of this forum your justifications of pedestaling her are immensely cucked
