After lessons I went to smoke. I went to the nearest area where are a few benches along the river. On one of them chad and stacy were sitting and hugging each other. I sat down on the next bench and smoked. I'm 5'6 so there is nothing to do (except suicide or going ER), I felt that strong pain during smoking. After that I went back home. Weekend starts today and normies will have wild sex. In the same time I will have suicidal thoughts because there is nobody to even hug me. I am not allowed to be happy because of 5'6. Only my rabbit which is my best friend will come to me and lick my face full of tears to make me feel better. Meanwhile, let's go to next cigarette. I wish I died as fast as possible.
