I've rotted here for so long and nothing's changed. I'm still as depressed, probably even more so now. My fate is destined to be alone forever and there's nothing I can do to alter it. I have tried again and again but to no avail. It's one sick joke of a world and I wish for nothing more than for it to all burn down.
For fuck's sake, I still don't have a single friend, let alone a girlfriend. I have zero chances of ascending; even online where girls don't see my face I get rejected due to other factors like my voice. I always get ghosted and am unlovable, evident from constant rejection that I have experienced throughout my miserable existence. Fuck this shitty life, I want nothing more to do with it. I can't even have a single friend or anyone to talk to irl.
Because of inceldom, I am plagued by loneliness and depression, which have mentally destroyed me. There is no way out now, it is too late. Can't feel any more joy in this life anymore. I can't interact normally in the real world at all anymore. I just stutter and freeze up, and it's pathetic. It's so fucking over.
The only good news is that I will be free soon, just a matter of time trying to research the most optimal method and getting the necessary equipment for the task.
For fuck's sake, I still don't have a single friend, let alone a girlfriend. I have zero chances of ascending; even online where girls don't see my face I get rejected due to other factors like my voice. I always get ghosted and am unlovable, evident from constant rejection that I have experienced throughout my miserable existence. Fuck this shitty life, I want nothing more to do with it. I can't even have a single friend or anyone to talk to irl.
Because of inceldom, I am plagued by loneliness and depression, which have mentally destroyed me. There is no way out now, it is too late. Can't feel any more joy in this life anymore. I can't interact normally in the real world at all anymore. I just stutter and freeze up, and it's pathetic. It's so fucking over.
The only good news is that I will be free soon, just a matter of time trying to research the most optimal method and getting the necessary equipment for the task.
