- May 6, 2018
- 1d 21h 41m
Why is everyone always giving me a hard time? As a NEET, people just hate me. My mother is insane. Always yelling, complaining, one moment she's fine, then she's jealous of her friend and gets pissed and takes it out on me. When I'm sleeping, I hear her outside saying bad things about me - that I'm a loser, my friends suck, fuck you, etc. My genetics are screwed - I'm short, ugly, gain weight fast, and my mother is insane. I could fast for 6 months and still be overweight. If I managed to lose anything, I'd gain it all back once I get back to "real life." I've been a NEET so long I no longer recognize the outside world. And I'm getting old, which makes it worse. I have no connection to anyone. But I need a job soon to escape my mother and at least be alone so I can post here and sit on the internet all day. Being alone is better than being tormented verbally every other day. Just so tired of people. Why can't they leave me alone? I'm sure if I ever get another job, they'll harass me there too. There's no escape. from this life. Only Steam and Xbox. Building a PC. Playing my roms. KINO movies. But the copes are less and less effective. I want out.