Eschewcel
Excluded from society for a decade.
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- Joined
- Apr 23, 2020
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I've tried to sleep for 4 hours now, and just can't. I'm 26 in September, and nothing ever changes.
Living alone and depressed... It makes you so weaker, you're more likely to get heart disease for example.
Coping using alcohol jfl... you're adding a problem to your shitty life like there ain't enough of it.
Your parents are ashamed of you and don't even go to see your family anymore so they don't have to speak about you because you messed up so badly. They, too, are getting reclusive, all because of you.
Have you ever taken advantage of the virtuous circle of having a girlfriend, thinking about the future, getting ambitious... No, you can't. You can't think about the future because it's just emptiness, there's nothing there. You're alone, you'll be alone for another 20 years.
Fuck, tell me how to cope, I just can't anymore, it's been a week now that I can't sleep properly. I can't even cry when it would help me sleep, my throat's all tied up. How are we supposed to live like this?
Living alone and depressed... It makes you so weaker, you're more likely to get heart disease for example.
Coping using alcohol jfl... you're adding a problem to your shitty life like there ain't enough of it.
Your parents are ashamed of you and don't even go to see your family anymore so they don't have to speak about you because you messed up so badly. They, too, are getting reclusive, all because of you.
Have you ever taken advantage of the virtuous circle of having a girlfriend, thinking about the future, getting ambitious... No, you can't. You can't think about the future because it's just emptiness, there's nothing there. You're alone, you'll be alone for another 20 years.
Fuck, tell me how to cope, I just can't anymore, it's been a week now that I can't sleep properly. I can't even cry when it would help me sleep, my throat's all tied up. How are we supposed to live like this?