SuicideFuel Can’t get high anymore cause I might be getting a better job soon….

[Vodka1933]

they drug test and it’s still a few months out so I have to stay clean. I’ve never really done drugs, but being high makes everything so much more calm and relaxing. I feel a lot more empathy and connected, now I can’t. I have to be sober and normal for the time being. I’m not addicted for anything, but I miss the feeling. It’s so cozy and comforting, but I have to “better myself” and that means I can’t keep doing it anymore.

 

[Pancakecel]

What job requires you to take drug tests?

 

[Julaybib]

why even take drugs? no benefit at all

 

[Vodka1933]

What job requires you to take drug tests?

Most corporate jobs, they’re anal about it.

 

[Pancakecel]

Most corporate jobs, they’re anal about it.

Weird, in my previous office jobs in tech support that never happened to me

 

[Vodka1933]

why even take drugs? no benefit at all

It makes me feel good. I don’t do any other drugs or drink (used to).

 

[Julaybib]

It makes me feel good. I don’t do any other drugs or drink (used to).

youre better off not doing it , find a healthy cope

 

[Vodka1933]

Weird, in my previous office jobs in tech support that never happened to me

That’s what I heard, but I can’t risk messing this up. I hate my current job and this one would just be an upgrade.

 

[Vodka1933]

youre better off not doing it , find a healthy cope

Nothing works, I feel empty and void. I have healthy copes. I exercise, eat clean, learning German, working, etc.

 

[Julaybib]

Nothing works, I feel empty and void. I have healthy copes. I exercise, eat clean, learning German, working, etc.

jsut realised youre a greycel

 

[Vodka1933]

jsut realised youre a greycel

Used to be here a few years ago, deleted account to “better myself,” didn’t work that much.

 

[Julaybib]

Used to be here a few years ago, deleted account to “better myself,” didn’t work that much.

you should've known better , everyone ends up coming back

 

[autisticmanchild]

The perks of being an NTcel. Im not even allowed to clean toilets for 16 an hour.