This story takes place back in the first week of college. During my entire life, I had been a fat blob with zero social skills, and I never had any friends throughout K12. I thought college would be a place were I forget all the pain and bullying from before, maybe start over and experience what it means to be human for the first time.
One day during that first week, I returned from my university's dining hall and was taking the elevator to the 5th floor where my dorm was. I entered the elevator all alone. There was nobody in the first floor lobby. I pressed the button to the 5th floor and waited for the doors to close. Then out of nowhere a foid came running in. She didn't want to miss the elevator, which is understandable because our elevator was a slow piece of shit. She entered and saw that I had already pressed the floor 5 button. Turns out she lived there too because she didn't press any button.
We then took the elevator to the fifth floor. She exited the elevator first. Big fucking mistake on my part. I lived at the end of one of the hallways, and her room was right along that same path, so the entire time I was tailing her as I walk to my room. While I was walking, she started swinging her head left and right rapidly to look at me from the corner of her eye like I am a creepy guy who is going to do something to her. Fuck off, I may be a fat blob with zero social skills who looks creepy but for fucks sake, all I wanted to do was go back to my room like you do. She's freaking out like I am going to rape her. You are a retarded foid. You saw when you entered the elevator that I had already pressed the 5th floor button. That means I live on the 5th floor and I did not go the the 5th floor simply to stalk and follow you. Maybe use your brain next time? Eventually she got to her room, unlocked it, quickly entered, and closed the door behind her.
I really hope that she gets raped, or at least ends up with an abusive partner. Fucking bitch.
This was just one of the many incidents during college that destroyed my self esteem. If I came across as a crazy stalker or rapist while just doing normal things like getting to my room, what hope do I have of ever making friends? Why can't I do the bare minimum for social skills? Why do I fuck up so damn badly? Why can't I do anything right? Nowadays, I really fucking hate taking the elevator with anyone, whether they are a man or woman. And if I have to take it with someone, I always ensure I am first out the elevator so I never tail anyone. Cucktears users will blame this on bullshit like "YOU hAvE LOw coNFIdENce AND iT is shOwINg" fuck off you people are on cucktears making fun of us because you have never experienced even 1% of the pain we have. You don't know what it is like.
One day during that first week, I returned from my university's dining hall and was taking the elevator to the 5th floor where my dorm was. I entered the elevator all alone. There was nobody in the first floor lobby. I pressed the button to the 5th floor and waited for the doors to close. Then out of nowhere a foid came running in. She didn't want to miss the elevator, which is understandable because our elevator was a slow piece of shit. She entered and saw that I had already pressed the floor 5 button. Turns out she lived there too because she didn't press any button.
We then took the elevator to the fifth floor. She exited the elevator first. Big fucking mistake on my part. I lived at the end of one of the hallways, and her room was right along that same path, so the entire time I was tailing her as I walk to my room. While I was walking, she started swinging her head left and right rapidly to look at me from the corner of her eye like I am a creepy guy who is going to do something to her. Fuck off, I may be a fat blob with zero social skills who looks creepy but for fucks sake, all I wanted to do was go back to my room like you do. She's freaking out like I am going to rape her. You are a retarded foid. You saw when you entered the elevator that I had already pressed the 5th floor button. That means I live on the 5th floor and I did not go the the 5th floor simply to stalk and follow you. Maybe use your brain next time? Eventually she got to her room, unlocked it, quickly entered, and closed the door behind her.
I really hope that she gets raped, or at least ends up with an abusive partner. Fucking bitch.
This was just one of the many incidents during college that destroyed my self esteem. If I came across as a crazy stalker or rapist while just doing normal things like getting to my room, what hope do I have of ever making friends? Why can't I do the bare minimum for social skills? Why do I fuck up so damn badly? Why can't I do anything right? Nowadays, I really fucking hate taking the elevator with anyone, whether they are a man or woman. And if I have to take it with someone, I always ensure I am first out the elevator so I never tail anyone. Cucktears users will blame this on bullshit like "YOU hAvE LOw coNFIdENce AND iT is shOwINg" fuck off you people are on cucktears making fun of us because you have never experienced even 1% of the pain we have. You don't know what it is like.
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