SuicideFuel Can't escape the mog no matter where I go.

[dead.ahead]

I've went for my evening smoke in front of my shitty 7 story apartment and wanted to spend a nice, relaxing 10 minute break taking in the night air afterward. But of course, as fate would have it, I saw a 5 person group just going back from some house party. 4 Women, 1 Man (Chad), taller than them. Chatting away happily, making funny jokes amongst each other. I felt like a subhuman even though they were far away from me. I felt like running back to my room like a cockroach the exact moment I saw them. I just felt this pain in my chest, this sad paralyzing hollow feeling spreading throughout my body. I'm a fuckup. Those people are out there, partying, making memories, finding love and being content with each other - and here is me. A short, ugly fuckup who's so insecure he only lets himself go outside after dark, and only to get his nightly cancer stick fix. I wish I was never born. This is too cruel.

No matter where I go those people just show up. There is no escape from them. I can't stand being holed up in my room all the damn time, I can feel my mind literally sizzling and frying from the social impoverishment I'm experiencing every second. I need to get out there, talk to anyone. God. I can't take this anymore. My own family hates me - I can't talk to them... So I just stand there wishing for something that will never happen.

I go outside, halfway-hoping that some chick would just walk up to me, ask me for a smoke - whatever. I'm not a fucking rapist. I don't cat-call women, at day or at night. I just stand there smoking my stupid smoke. I remember just how far behind I am those people. My life does not compare to theirs, and never will. This loneliness will stay with me like my loyal hound, until the day I die. I wish I could just turn into a tree... or something. God.

 

[fructose]

brutal

 

[Karakol96]

brutal

 

[Dogg27]

Is this quoted from My Twisted World?

 

[dead.ahead]

Is this quoted from My Twisted World?

No. I had a smoke 10 minutes ago... wtf

 

[NearEnd]

Truly brutal. Unfortunately that is what life is like as a truecel. If only we could somehow reincarnate into a chad
Over

 

[Soystein]

FeelsBadMan, I just sit and rot inside, people look shocked when they see my face.

 

[Dogg27]

No. I had a smoke 10 minutes ago... wtf

Just reminded me so much of MTW. Such a good book. Shame the author won't publish a sequel ever.
Being serious for a second, foids won't ever walk up to you and start shit. You have to step out of your comfort zone if you seriously wish to ascend. Search out the legally youngest possible foids if you want to maximize your chances.

 

[dead.ahead]

Just reminded me so much of MTW. Such a good book. Shame the author won't publish a sequel ever.
Being serious for a second, foids won't ever walk up to you and start shit. You have to step out of your comfort zone if you seriously wish to ascend. Search out the legally youngest possible foids if you want to maximize your chances.

I'm not into jailbait. I prefer women my age. You know I don't care about virginity or pureness or whatever anymore. I used to but I realized how unlikely that is to happen. Women are out there fucking sometimes as early as 13. No way I can get a pure girlfriend or 'just be first'.

I just want someone to love me, even if its a fucking prostitute in her late 20s. I'm so desperate I'd tap even that. Also, there is no way I could approach a woman... I look like a subhuman. I could work in a freak circus if I applied to it.

 

[Dogg27]

I'm not into jailbait. I prefer women my age. You know I don't care about virginity or pureness or whatever anymore. I used to but I realized how unlikely that is to happen. Women are out there fucking sometimes as early as 13. No way I can get a pure girlfriend or 'just be first'.

I just want someone to love me, even if its a fucking prostitute in her late 20s. I'm so desperate I'd tap even that. Also, there is no way I could approach a woman... I look like a subhuman. I could work in a freak circus if I applied to it.

Women your age prefer older Chads. And women older than you prefer Chads their same age or older. The young woman and older guy meme exists for a reason. The question isn't what you enjoy or what you are into, the question is you want to ascend or not? Because if you want to have sex then whores and young foids are your best shots. And yes, you will have to make compromises because you are the man and you belong to the sexually disadvantaged sex. Women have total freedom when it comes to having sex, males pick what they can get.
Approaching foids is necessary too unless you are a billionarie or some famous rock star who can attract foids without ease.

 

[dead.ahead]

Women your age prefer older Chads. And women older than you prefer Chads their same age or older. The young woman and older guy meme exists for a reason. The question isn't what you enjoy or what you are into, the question is you want to ascend or not? Because if you want to have sex then whores and young foids are your best shots. And yes, you will have to make compromises because you are the man and you belong to the sexually disadvantaged sex. Women have total freedom when it comes to having sex, males pick what they can get.
Approaching foids is necessary too unless you are a billionarie or some famous rock star who can attract foids without ease.

I've tried approaching foids and it never got anywhere. You said it yourself, women prefer Chad, at all ages of development. I personally would enjoy being with an equally inexperienced woman and just emotionally bond with her. I would suck at sex anyway since I have a small penis but it would be a nice bonus, assuming she doesn't cheat on me when she sees my erection. I say that I'm willing to date even prostitutes because my standards are so low, but honestly... Prostitutes have sugar daddies or whatever. They would never see me as more than a loser or a potential customer they'd begrudingly have to take. I just... I just fucking wish I was taller and more attractive. God I want to live life so badly... Why do I have to rot in here while others enjoy themselves? What is it that they have that I don't have? I'm kind. My already damaged heart would break if a woman cheated on me. But whatever. The point is that I'm alone and I always will be. I'm just venting and saying how brutal it is... I can't even fucking smoke in peace without those people ruining my day.

I'm ugly so I rot in here, they are pretty and tall so they get to live their life with a woman by their side.

 

[Dogg27]

I've tried approaching foids and it never got anywhere. You said it yourself, women prefer Chad, at all ages of development. I personally would enjoy being with an equally inexperienced woman and just emotionally bond with her. I would suck at sex anyway since I have a small penis but it would be a nice bonus, assuming she doesn't cheat on me when she sees my erection. I say that I'm willing to date even prostitutes because my standards are so low, but honestly... Prostitutes have sugar daddies or whatever. They would never see me as more than a loser or a potential customer they'd begrudingly have to take. I just... I just fucking wish I was taller and more attractive. God I want to live life so badly... Why do I have to rot in here while others enjoy themselves? What is it that they have that I don't have? I'm kind. My already damaged heart would break if a woman cheated on me. But whatever. The point is that I'm alone and I always will be. I'm just venting and saying how brutal it is... I can't even fucking smoke in peace without those people ruining my day.

I'm ugly so I rot in here, they are pretty and tall so they get to live their life with a woman by their side.

For starters, simply having sex would improve your mental health imo and give you the confidence you lack. Can you escortmaxxx? Pay a whore for a couple of hours and have fun with her. After that is done you could start looking for a serious relationship.

 

[NearEnd]

After that is done you could start looking for a serious relationship

You sound like a bluepiller. If he is an ugly incel he simply can't get into a serious relationship

 

[Indari]

try meetup.com

 

[Dogg27]

You sound like a bluepiller. If he is an ugly incel he simply can't get into a serious relationship

Women care about status/power and money more than looks. Looks are only important as far as height goes. Foids don't have sex drives like we do, that's just a feminist myth. They only use sexuality as a tool to achieve their goals, which usually involve draining men of their money or living on the fame and status of their partner. You can be the best looking guy in the world but if you are a beta mentalcel poorcel then no woman will touch you.

 

[dead.ahead]

Women care about status/power and money more than looks. Looks are only important as far as height goes. Foids don't have sex drives like we do, that's just a feminist myth. They only use sexuality as a tool to achieve their goals, which usually involve draining men of their money or living on the fame and status of their partner. You can be the best looking guy in the world but if you are a beta mentalcel poorcel then no woman will touch you.

What... What? Dude, no... No no no... You too? Another one? Fuck.
You aren't blackpilled at all. I get it, you are coping with REDpill, you are a grey fuck like me, but please... please dude. It's not that easy.
If all it took for me to feel this joy was to be confident, happy, attain status or whatever - then I'd gladly do it. I'd do it a thousand fucking times across multiple lives if I had to. That's how desperate I am. I want love; not sex. I spit at sex. I just want to be loved by a woman. Wake up with her every time we go to bed and cuddle. But that's not how it works. You don't get a woman's love because you have high status. You earn a woman's love from being tall, attractive and broad-shouldered Chad. I'm not a woman's sexual fantasy. Neither are you. Being rich or famous won't change that fact.

What you get for statusmaxxing, moneymaxxing or both is just the """"privilege"""" of being some post-wall woman's betabuxx. Please, dude... Have some dignity.

 

[NearEnd]

Women care about status/power and money more than looks. Looks are only important as far as height goes. Foids don't have sex drives like we do, that's just a feminist myth. They only use sexuality as a tool to achieve their goals, which usually involve draining men of their money or living on the fame and status of their partner. You can be the best looking guy in the world but if you are a beta mentalcel poorcel then no woman will touch you.

Women only care about money because of what it can get them, and they basically use the man for his money which is what we call betabuxxing, its not true love in any way. Furthermore money as such has no inherent value and doesn't even really exist. Secondly looks aren't only important as far as height goes, your face matter too, its litterally the first thing we see when we meet a new person and want to talk to them. This is a blackpilled forum and you are spewing redpilled nonsense rn

 

[NearEnd]

What... What? Dude, no... No no no... You too? Another one? Fuck.
You aren't blackpilled at all. I get it, you are coping with REDpill, you are a grey fuck like me, but please... please dude. It's not that easy.
If all it took for me to feel this joy was to be confident, happy, attain status or whatever - then I'd gladly do it. I'd do it a thousand fucking times across multiple lives if I had to. That's how desperate I am. I want love; not sex. I spit at sex. I just want to be loved by a woman. Wake up with her every time we go to bed and cuddle. But that's not how it works. You don't get a woman's love because you have high status. You earn a woman's love from being tall, attractive and broad-shouldered Chad. I'm not a woman's sexual fantasy. Neither are you. Being rich or famous won't change that fact.

What you get for statusmaxxing, moneymaxxing or both is just the """"privilege"""" of being some post-wall woman's betabuxx. Please, dude... Have some dignity.

I feel like that grAY is going to get banned soon. What is he doing here if he is going to deny the blackpill

 

[dead.ahead]

I feel like that grAY is going to get banned soon. What is he doing here if he is going to deny the blackpill

He is either an infiltrator or an incel in denial...

 

[Dogg27]

What... What? Dude, no... No no no... You too? Another one? Fuck.
You aren't blackpilled at all. I get it, you are coping with REDpill, you are a grey fuck like me, but please... please dude. It's not that easy.
If all it took for me to feel this joy was to be confident, happy, attain status or whatever - then I'd gladly do it. I'd do it a thousand fucking times across multiple lives if I had to. That's how desperate I am. I want love; not sex. I spit at sex. I just want to be loved by a woman. Wake up with her every time we go to bed and cuddle. But that's not how it works. You don't get a woman's love because you have high status. You earn a woman's love from being tall, attractive and broad-shouldered Chad. I'm not a woman's sexual fantasy. Neither are you. Being rich or famous won't change that fact.

What you get for statusmaxxing, moneymaxxing or both is just the """"privilege"""" of being some post-wall woman's betabuxx. Please, dude... Have some dignity.

Women only care about money because of what it can get them, and they basically use the man for his money which is what we call betabuxxing, its not true love in any way. Furthermore money as such has no inherent value and doesn't even really exist. Secondly looks aren't only important as far as height goes, your face matter too, its litterally the first thing we see when we meet a new person and want to talk to them. This is a blackpilled forum and you are spewing redpilled nonsense rn

I don't consider myself "redpilled" because I don't think that everyone can just man up and get a foid. Some people are doomed to live like cels whether they like it or not and there is nothing they can do about it. However, I disagree about lookism being the determining factor. From my experience, it is much more important to be "mentally healthy" (meaning that you aren't considered as an autist by society) and to have resources at your disposal (via money or whatever means) and to come off as an alpha (which means you earn respect from others in some way, even if it is negative respect like criminals earn from others). Some people, like me for example just won't ever fit those requirements. So I will have to accept living like a truecel manvirgin for the rest of my life.
Lookism as a requirement for impressing foids fails because foids date and fuck ugly orcs and ogres all the time. It is us men who are interested in looks and choose mates based on how attractive they are physically, Foids choose mates based on survivalism and convenience. The guy who can give them the most in their opinion gets to fuck them, it's that simple. You guys saying that "but that's not love" "they just love your money" blah blah implies that you still believe females can love anyone. They don't love Chad, let me make it clear to you. They use males, including Chad, as long as he is useful to them. Once he outlived his usefulness foids discard him too. They don't love anyone except for themselves and their material comfort. There is no true love in this world. Foids aren't attracted to muscles or jawlines but to the things Chad can give them. Most women don't even experience true orgasm during sex, they almost never masturbate even if they don't have sexual partners. That's because their sex drive is non-existent. Sexuality is a tool for women. This is the real blackpill.

 

[dead.ahead]

I don't consider myself "redpilled" because I don't think that everyone can just man up and get a foid. Some people are doomed to live like cels whether they like it or not and there is nothing they can do about it. However, I disagree about lookism being the determining factor. From my experience, it is much more important to be "mentally healthy" (meaning that you aren't considered as an autist by society) and to have resources at your disposal (via money or whatever means) and to come off as an alpha (which means you earn respect from others in some way, even if it is negative respect like criminals earn from others). Some people, like me for example just won't ever fit those requirements. So I will have to accept living like a truecel manvirgin for the rest of my life.
Lookism as a requirement for impressing foids fails because foids date and fuck ugly orcs and ogres all the time. It is us men who are interested in looks and choose mates based on how attractive they are physically, Foids choose mates based on survivalism and convenience. The guy who can give them the most in their opinion gets to fuck them, it's that simple. You guys saying that "but that's not love" "they just love your money" blah blah implies that you still believe females can love anyone. They don't love Chad, let me make it clear to you. They use males, including Chad, as long as he is useful to them. Once he outlived his usefulness foids discard him too. They don't love anyone except for themselves and their material comfort. There is no true love in this world. Foids aren't attracted to muscles or jawlines but to the things Chad can give them. Most women don't even experience true orgasm during sex, they almost never masturbate even if they don't have sexual partners. That's because their sex drive is non-existent. Sexuality is a tool for women. This is the real blackpill.

I don't know if you are still in denial or trying to post bait. You are coping hard brother. Looks > Status. Looks > Money.
Women care more about looks than status or money because it appeals to their basic instincts. They get turned on by tall men, by men with model faces, by hung men. If they weren't attracted to them, then why do those three things (Height, Face, Penis Size) matter so much to women? Height requirement is very popular on dating apps. Even in real life, women are more likely to choose taller men. Why aren't women lining up to Jeff Bezos' office to bang him?
Women nowadays work their own jobs and can easily earn a living on their own as the gender pay gap decreases. Not only that, even if failed to get a job, a woman can still choose to whore herself out, something that, compared to the past, is not as frowned upon or judged for, especially in liberal countries. Plus, women can still make money off of simps from OnlyFans. Sometimes average foids. They don't need to rely on men for financial support.

Anyway I won't bother to respond to your shit bait any more than what I wrote already.

Leave this forum.

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

I have escaped the mog

 

[Dogg27]

I don't know if you are still in denial or trying to post bait. You are coping hard brother. Looks > Status. Looks > Money.
Women care more about looks than status or money because it appeals to their basic instincts. They get turned on by tall men, by men with model faces, by hung men. If they weren't attracted to them, then why do those three things (Height, Face, Penis Size) matter so much to women? Height requirement is very popular on dating apps. Even in real life, women are more likely to choose taller men. Why aren't women lining up to Jeff Bezos' office to bang him?
Women nowadays work their own jobs and can easily earn a living on their own as the gender pay gap decreases. Not only that, even if failed to get a job, a woman can still choose to whore herself out, something that, compared to the past, is not as frowned upon or judged for, especially in liberal countries. Plus, women can still make money off of simps from OnlyFans. Sometimes average foids. They don't need to rely on men for financial support.

Anyway I won't bother to respond to your shit bait any more than what I wrote already.

Leave this forum.

Denial about what? lol You are in denial about female nature, brocel. You think they choose partners just like you or me would, judging people based only on their looks. How do you explain then that women like ugly black people and jews? They aren't attracted to them because they are so handsome but because 1) for blacks society attaches special status to them so they are considered as cool people by default. They get status given to them simply because they are born as blacks. Jews aren't especially handsome either yet they are slaying pussy because they are rich, influential and famous. Also how do you even explain the existence of ugly people nowadays?? If females felt repulsed so much by ugly people then ugly genes wouldn't have been passed down and ugly people wouldn't exist at all. Based on this, females must care more about other things than jawlines and pretty eyes, namely what I already listed: money/resources, status and having alpha character traits. From what you listed the only thing that matters is height and it matters in the context that females want their partner to be taller than them or at least of equal height. I had two manlet Chad classmates during my years in school and they both had several gfs while I didn't have any despite being taller than them by almost a head at least. They didn't go around with tall foids for sure but with foids their height and/or smaller than them they had very big success.

Yes, females living from simps on OnlyFans isn't "relying on men". Neither is whoring themselves out....Lol Females always live on the backs of men and leech off on them in some way. That's their only reason for getting into 'serious' relationships, really. IF you deny this then you are ironically making yourself into a cuck which you very much hate, based on your previous posts. Have a good day.

 

[Antisocialloner]

Absolutely brutal and can relate 100%

 

[Incel]

That's why I don't enter function halls