Man
Ukraine is mine.
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- Jul 11, 2022
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For a very brief moment this last month I felt alive. I met someone and my life felt normal for the first time in 20 some years.
Then it ended before it began. And now I can appreciate just how fucked up my entire life has been and always will be. This was just a damn glimpse. I didn’t even briefly experience the NORMAL life, but I felt what it COULD be.
It’s too late to change. There is no going back. I will die after never living. It’s over. Never began. Those words mean more than you could ever know.
Then it ended before it began. And now I can appreciate just how fucked up my entire life has been and always will be. This was just a damn glimpse. I didn’t even briefly experience the NORMAL life, but I felt what it COULD be.
It’s too late to change. There is no going back. I will die after never living. It’s over. Never began. Those words mean more than you could ever know.