can't articulate my thoughts

[imbored21]

I'm actually autistic. I saw an escort last night and she was talking the whole time and all I could do was mumble one word answers. I have known this escort for 2 years and I'm still a complete aspie around her. I don't know what's wrong with my brain chemistry but I'm actually autistic. I spend all day thinking about things to say but when it's time to talk nothing comes out and my brain turns off. I have social anxiety, autism, and probably mild retardation. If I was NT I would slay hard. It's not fair.

 

[Deleted member 6470]

You're fucking her, that's the only point.
You know it's over if you'd pay her without fucking.

 

[Evidential]

Same here. I can never say things the way I wanted to. But it's an escort, literally be yourself, you're paying for that.

 

[imbored21]

You're fucking her, that's the only point.
You know it's over if you'd pay her without fucking.

sex is boring. i want to be confident around a girl and talk and learn from eachother. I feel like a retard and she is my babysitter. I want to feel like her equal.

 

[Deleted member 6470]

Try nootropic, maybe it would help.

 

[Akkadian]

Advice would be treat them like a man

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I spend all day thinking about things to say but when it's time to talk nothing comes out and my brain turns off.

I have the same problem. The only situations where I can communicate well is on the internet, and stuff that is directly goal oriented and simplistic(purchasing something, for instance).

 

[imbored21]

Advice would be treat them like a man

im even worse with men because at least girls have a motherly instinct that will kick in when they see you're a hopeless autist and will carry you socially. Men will leave you to rot in the dirt.

 

[Copecell]

I'm actually autistic. I saw an escort last night and she was talking the whole time and all I could do was mumble one word answers. I have known this escort for 2 years and I'm still a complete aspie around her. I don't know what's wrong with my brain chemistry but I'm actually autistic. I spend all day thinking about things to say but when it's time to talk nothing comes out and my brain turns off. I have social anxiety, autism, and probably mild retardation. If I was NT I would slay hard. It's not fair.

Perhaps depression may be a reason for you not being able to articulate well? I could barely speak and think until i was put on antidepressants.

 

[imbored21]

Perhaps depression may be a reason for you not being able to articulate well? I could barely speak and think until i was put on antidepressants.

I think depression/lack of motivation/confidence/energy is a huge part of it but antidepressants never worked for me. I tried like 10.

 

[Deleted member 6470]

Did you try a blood test to check your t level ?
Maybe you're low t.

 

[imbored21]

Did you try a blood test to check your t level ?
Maybe you're low t.

i thought about injecting but im worried about my hairline

 

[Deleted member 6470]

i thought about injecting but im worried about my hairline

I understand that. See if the male in your family are balding.

I also got the pills back then and I read somewhere the symptom of low t male (lack of energy, depression, etc).
I got a blood test and the result was I have the t level of an old man.
Of course, the doctors don't give a fuck because they made money on the various pills.

Once again, you're on your own.

 

[Copecell]

I think depression/lack of motivation/confidence/energy is a huge part of it but antidepressants never worked for me. I tried like 10.

Tried prozac? It energized me like crazy and i got motivation, confidence etc. This at 20mg's and i have been taking it for 3 months. I've heard it doesn't help everyone though. Perhaps you dont have issues with your serotonin but with dopamine in case you would need something like wellbutrin instead.

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

Are you able to talk with males?

 

[imbored21]

Tried prozac? It energized me like crazy and i got motivation, confidence etc. This at 20mg's and i have been taking it for 3 months. I've heard it doesn't help everyone though. Perhaps you dont have issues with your serotonin but with dopamine in case you would need something like wellbutrin instead.

i've tried prozac and welbutrin. Didn't help.

Are you able to talk with males?

no

 

[Deleted member 818]

Same.

 

[4700euros]

I am introverted but never had a problem with escorts.

I can say what I want so I dont have the blocking fear of scaring her as with foids.

 

[Indari]

u need lower inhib

 

[imbored21]

u need lower inhib

How? I tried drinking/benzos but and it calms my body down but my mind is still injibiting me.

 

[_wifebeater_]

I spend all day thinking about things to say but when it's time to talk nothing comes out and my brain turns off.

This is exactly me. It's over for us.