Put me in any social setting and I will be the lowest rung of the ladder guaranteed. Even other ugly guys overshadow me easily.
Yeah through ur face
no, but they think i'm weird and creepy
For sure. But most call it being awkward.
If they couldn't, many of us wouldn't be chronic NEET poorcels and sexless
yes, they sense NDs fast
Real
Not initially, but they eventually clue in.
M
Yes, and they sense it immediately
Yeah, have been told I seem weird, awkward, "off" multiple times. Think it's not necessarily because I'm doing something wrong (although I'm also doing that), but because I'm not sending the usual and expected signals.
My behavior is a mask, an attempt to imitate what I have learned through observation and mimicry so I can fit in. And It's not a good kind of imitation, it's the cheap kind, made in China, the kind that falls apart the second you tug on it's threads. Normal people can tell, even if they don't know what is wrong they sense that something is wrong with me. At least I suspect that how it feels to them,
My behavior is a mask, an attempt to imitate what I have learned through observation and mimicry so I can fit in. And It's not a good kind of imitation, it's the cheap kind, made in China, the kind that falls apart the second you tug on it's threads. Normal people can tell, even if they don't know what is wrong they sense that something is wrong with me. At least I suspect that how it feels to them,
Mabey, but hopefully not
Everyone but my family can sense it
most likely they indirectly bully you at work or public setups if you don’t have the same movements and quantum automatonic aura as them, it’s more brutal if you actually experienced that. being in your room by yourself, to yourself is a kinda heaven
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