It's not worth the attempt. You could very well end up MORE miserable in the future thanks to whatever you might try in the next few hours, have your dad change his mind, and then be unable to take yourself out for good at that point, while also being doomed to a worse existence.
Guns can leave you disfigured too.
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Still. The point is it would be a very bad decision to drink expired SN, especially if you don't know the possible consequences it could pose if you surviveGuns can leave you disfigured too.
Sub5 Russian man fails suicide attempt by shotgun; get his face blown off. He had bad finances due to loans he took out to satisfy his wife's demands.
A MAN who blew off his jaw and nose with a shotgun in an attempt to kill himself has miraculously survived. Mikhail Vladimirov, 45, who tried to take his own life over financial problems, has been left disabled with a disfigured face after shooting himself. Vladimirov worked as a security...
I understand, its just that I've become very desperate for escape, and I've tasted death so I know how peaceful it is.
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He's already become blackpilled. He got blackpilled not just from me but more so by seeing my bedridden mom.
Yeah true. That's what he said to me as well.
Yeah true. That's what he said to me as well.
Get revenge
Not really but a bit better since I wrote this post.
Brutal!Can relate
Piece of shit dad he should help you with everything he canMy dad has completely given up on me to the point where he's low key encouraging me to kill myself because he can't take it anymore. He can't take it that I'm in such a bad place in my life as a KHHV wizard truecel NEET with nothing to look forward. He acknowledged that he failed me and that he made mistakes in mate selection and that had he known better he would've chosen better or not gotten married at all, but now that his health is failing due to old age, he just can't care to help me anymore.
I told him that I think I'm going to rope today and he said I should do it. What an evil piece of shit!
I get that he's old and can't muster up any more effort, but I don't know who to turn to anymore. Mom is bedridden and my relatives are retarded. I don't have friends irl either.
Same for me and im completely fucked as a neet with no degree money or anything never even met my biological father i have no fucking one to help me and im too weak to help myself lol. Its a fucking bullshit life.
My mother got everything from her father a fucking house a car everything and i have fucking nothing she couldnt even get a normal fucking man so i could actually have a father.
Then she tries to tell me i can do it cause she did it too when the only reason she got anywhere is cause she got everything for free from her father and simps lol. I have to get it out the fucking mud as a sub 5 autist
So many fucking problems i have besides being an incel like being fucking poor and having no money i wish i was a psycho and could rob people without feeling remorse.
Im gonna end up homeless and its all thanks to no one ever taking anytime to fucking help me with anything i had to figure it all out myself but its too fucking much
Absolutely brutal. Worst of all, these people aren't even remotely ashamed for condemning us to this hell.
Even worse they will blame us for it like we actively chose to have a life like this lol.Absolutely brutal. Worst of all, these people aren't even remotely ashamed for condemning us to this hell.
