SuicideFuel Called my dad because mentally I'm in a bad place atm feeling hopeless & suicidal, and he said if I should go ahead and rope if that's what I want.

[wereq]

My dad has completely given up on me to the point where he's low key encouraging me to kill myself because he can't take it anymore. He can't take it that I'm in such a bad place in my life as a KHHV wizard truecel NEET with nothing to look forward. He acknowledged that he failed me and that he made mistakes in mate selection and that had he known better he would've chosen better or not gotten married at all, but now that his health is failing due to old age, he just can't care to help me anymore.

I told him that I think I'm going to rope today and he said I should do it. What an evil piece of shit!

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

That's horrible, man. I know how it feels, as my mother said the same to me multiple times

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

He told you to rope? Brutal

 

[FastBlast]

Beyond brutal

 

[wereq]

I think I'm just going to kill myself in the next few hours. I just can't bear this anymore. I have my old SN which is unopened and intact so it should be fine despite going past the expiry date. Salts don't degrade as per the discussions I've read on Sanctioned Suicide. In any case, I have to try. I can't bear this anymore. I have to escape.

 

[wereq]

He told you to rope? Brutal

Beyond brutal

 

[unhingedsamsung]

I think I'm just going to kill myself in the next few hours. I just can't bear this anymore. I have my old SN which is unopened and intact so it should be fine despite going past the expiry date. Salts don't degrade as per the discussions I've read on Sanctioned Suicide. In any case, I have to try. I can't bear this anymore. I have to escape.

You’re still in curry land right? Aren’t there like mini gun shops around there?

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

Fuck this world man. I'm sorry.

 

[PersonalityChad]

That's brutal mang. I'm sorry

 

[wereq]

I know how it feels, as my mother said the same to me multiple times

What an evil piece of shit! Cosigns us to this torturous hellish prison and then tells us to go through overcome our survival instinct and hope to escape.

 

[wereq]

You’re still in curry land right? Aren’t there like mini gun shops around there?

No guns here and even if there was, I wouldn't use them. I prefer SN or hanging.

 

[wereq]

Fuck this world man.

 

[LUCK]

I think I'm just going to kill myself in the next few hours. I just can't bear this anymore. I have my old SN which is unopened and intact so it should be fine despite going past the expiry date. Salts don't degrade as per the discussions I've read on Sanctioned Suicide. In any case, I have to try. I can't bear this anymore. I have to escape.

Not a good idea if your family is still alive. He's just trying to act callous for whatever reason, its innate for humans to be depressed after their offspring dies.

 

[oofy reborn]

My dad has completely given up on me to the point where he's low key encouraging me to kill myself because he can't take it anymore. He can't take it that I'm in such a bad place in my life as a KHHV wizard truecel NEET with nothing to look forward. He acknowledged that he failed me and that he made mistakes in mate selection and that had he known better he would've chosen better or not gotten married at all, but now that his health is failing due to old age, he just can't care to help me anymore.

I told him that I think I'm going to rope today and he said I should do it. What an evil piece of shit!

my dad said he'll take me to the gun store to get a shotgun several times

 

[Grodd]

That's brutal mang. I'm sorry

 

[wereq]

Not a good idea if your family is still alive. He's just trying to act callous for whatever reason, its innate for humans to be depressed after their offspring dies.

My family ruined my life so I don't give a shit about them.

 

[Soystein]

Brutal post, being a NEET wizard in india must be hell.

 

[wereq]

Brutal post, being a NEET wizard in india must be hell.

NEET wizard with mental and physical illness! Total hell!

 

[Caichan]

I think I'm just going to kill myself in the next few hours. I just can't bear this anymore. I have my old SN which is unopened and intact so it should be fine despite going past the expiry date. Salts don't degrade as per the discussions I've read on Sanctioned Suicide. In any case, I have to try. I can't bear this anymore. I have to escape.

don’t do it

 

[wereq]

don’t do it

My basic survival instinct begs me not to, tells me to hope, but my rational side knows better. I know better. I know that my life is not going to improve.

 

[Soystein]

NEET wizard with mental and physical illness! Total hell!

Do you get any kind of buxx from the state?

 

[wereq]

Do you get any kind of buxx from the state?

I get money from my parents.

 

[plastic chewer]

You need to live to see the imminent dominion of shitskins and chinks

 

[wereq]

You need to live to see the imminent dominion of shitskins and chinks

No doubt we are in a civilizational transition phase, and the sheer degradation of the human condition is simply too much for me to behold. I can't take it anymore. I can't take the endless stream of blackpills.

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

I think I'm just going to kill myself in the next few hours. I just can't bear this anymore. I have my old SN which is unopened and intact so it should be fine despite going past the expiry date. Salts don't degrade as per the discussions I've read on Sanctioned Suicide. In any case, I have to try. I can't bear this anymore. I have to escape.

livestream

 

[wereq]

livestream

If I go through with it, I will make a thread and post updates of me as I take the SN drink. I plan to post my symptoms after drinking it before my collapse and death.

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

If I go through with it, I will make a thread and post updates of me as I take the SN drink. I plan to post my symptoms after drinking it before my collapse and death.

please @ me if you do tbh

 

[plastic chewer]

I'm sorry that your life has reached this point, you're a very intellectually endowed and persistently curious brocel

 

[wereq]

please @ me if you do tbh

Why are you interested?

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

Why are you interested?

want to pray for your soul in purgatory ngl. I liked your posts, dedsrs
also I'm interested in suicide videos tbh

 

[wereq]

you're a very intellectually endowed

Only verbally not spatially. And I don't have the stamina for intellectual pursuits. So I'm actually low IQ.

 

[wereq]

want to pray for your soul in purgatory ngl.

No such thing as that. This is purgatory right here! I'm paying for the sins of weak my insectoid ancestors!

Yesterday I got a first hand taste of what death feels like when they sedated me with too much anesthesia.

Death is nothing but loss of consciousness. When we are conscious, we feel alive because of all the sensations we take in not just from the external world but also the internal system of our body. All the sensations of stomach gurgling, air intake/outflow and chest expansion/depression from...

incels.is

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

I'm paying for the sins of weak my insectoid ancestors!

Does your father mog you (age aside)

 

[AdolfRizzler]

That's brutal mang. I'm sorry

 

[French Fakecel]

I can't believe someone would say that to their own offspring. It's brutal, I'm so sorry man. Don't kill yourself thought.

 

[wereq]

Does your father mog you (age aside)

He mogs me in health, stamina, and working capacity. He mogs me in skin tone, texture, and quality (he's much lighter and doesn't have stretch marks or hair). He doesn't mog me in height. He mogged me somewhat in looks when he was young. So yeah, overall he mogs me a lot.

 

[wereq]

I can't believe someone would say that to their own offspring. It's brutal, I'm so sorry man. Don't kill yourself thought.

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

He mogs me in health, stamina, and working capacity. He mogs me in skin tone, texture, and quality (he's much lighter and doesn't have stretch marks or hair). He doesn't mog me in height. He mogged me somewhat in looks when he was young. So yeah, overall he mogs me a lot.

I'm sorry to hear that buddy boyo

 

[SnakeCel]

My dad has completely given up on me to the point where he's low key encouraging me to kill myself because he can't take it anymore. He can't take it that I'm in such a bad place in my life as a KHHV wizard truecel NEET with nothing to look forward. He acknowledged that he failed me and that he made mistakes in mate selection and that had he known better he would've chosen better or not gotten married at all, but now that his health is failing due to old age, he just can't care to help me anymore.

I told him that I think I'm going to rope today and he said I should do it. What an evil piece of shit!

Your dad sounds like a massive faggot who can't own up to his mistakes. He admitted his fault but did nothing to fix it in your entire lifetime, even when he had probably numerous chances.

Personally I don't agree with being suicidal and I think you shouldn't do it. If anything just live to spite those cuckold soys at IT and to spite the foids who rejected us.
At one point several years ago, before I joined this forum, I was also suicidal for months and months but eventually I got over it because my self hatred eventually turned into hatred of soyciety for treating me this way. Fuck soyciety.

Also there are numerous copes in life I have not yet gotten to try which is another reason not to rope yet. I still very much want a sexdoll but I can't get one until I no longer live with my parents. Fortunately for me I think that day is coming soon. I don't know if you have a sexdoll yet but it could be worth a try.

 

[wereq]

I'm sorry to hear that buddy boyo

That's actually where he failed me. He failed to pass on his good genes onto me and he selected a woman who is so inferior that I turned out not even 1/10th the man he is. As a parent, he should've tried to make an offspring who was at least comparable to his level or superior, but he didn't prioritize marriage so by the time he wanted to settle down, he was in his 40s and could only pick from low quality leftover women.

 

[SnakeCel]

He mogs me in health, stamina, and working capacity. He mogs me in skin tone, texture, and quality (he's much lighter and doesn't have stretch marks or hair). He doesn't mog me in height. He mogged me somewhat in looks when he was young. So yeah, overall he mogs me a lot.

Yep same for me my father and my grandfather mogged me when they were my age. They fucked up and ruined our genetic lineage by dating/marrying/reproducing down.

 

[Hoodpreet]

I think I'm just going to kill myself in the next few hours. I just can't bear this anymore. I have my old SN which is unopened and intact so it should be fine despite going past the expiry date. Salts don't degrade as per the discussions I've read on Sanctioned Suicide. In any case, I have to try. I can't bear this anymore. I have to escape.

Don't take risks with expired material. The worst case scenario isn't death; it's you ending up a cripple or with other additional chronic health issues for the rest of your life. Suicide is not something you should attempt with no gun around

 

[Icarus]

This is such an awful thing to say to someone. I'm so sorry man.

Whatever you decide to do we care about you brocel, and we just want the best for you.

 

[wereq]

He admitted his fault but did nothing to fix it in your entire lifetime, even when he had probably numerous chances.

He actually did the opposite. He sabotaged me by forcing me to pursue studies in STEM because that's what he preferred rather than allowing me to find my own career path.

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

That's actually where he failed me. He failed to pass on his good genes onto me and he selected a woman who is so inferior that I turned out not even 1/10th the man he is. As a parent, he should've tried to make an offspring who was at least comparable to his level or superior, but he didn't prioritize marriage so by the time he wanted to settle down, he was in his 40s and could only pick from low quality leftover women.

That's why I hate coomer men with no standards.
If you fuck a low-quality woman, your offspring will be inferior and will suffer the consequences
Is that suffering really worth ejaculating in a hole ?

 

[wereq]

Don't take risks with expired material. The worst case scenario isn't death; it's you ending up a cripple or with other additional chronic health issues for the rest of your life. Suicide is not something you should attempt with no gun around

Good point.

 

[wereq]

That's why I hate coomer men with no standards.
If you fuck a low-quality woman, your offspring will be inferior and will suffer the consequences
Is that suffering really worth ejaculating in a hole ?

He said that he did it not just because of urges but more so because he wanted social acceptance.

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

He said that he did it not just because of urges but more so because he wanted social acceptance.

jfl

 

[wereq]

Whatever you decide to do we care about you brocel, and we just want the best for you.

 

[wereq]

jfl

Yeah he's a weak cucked man.