JFL bullying has ruined my life

[Getlooksordie]

if it weren´t for severe bullying during my formative years I would´ve been a much happier person with a huge group of friends and a wife by now.

Instead I have such deep rooted hate against people. I have literally zero friends or even aquaintances and it´s been like that for 5+ years now. The thing is I have zero desire to have friends or hang out with anybody. All I want is a wife.

However even if I get a girl she´ll see me as a loser since I have no friends and zero desire to make any. I wouldn´t even be able to marry her because there would be nobody from my side at the wedding.

Another thing is I get so incredibly angry and mad when I see young attractive couples in the street. I´m almost 30 and have to go through so much shit just to get a used up post prime hag while the incel looking, skinny twig gets to have sex daily with a good looking hot prime jb. Something I will never experience.

Of course almost all of the people who bullied me growing up live great lives with their wives.

I´m so close to jumping off a bridge. I´m in so much pain I can barely move tbh.

 

[towncel]

From outright beatings to older guys condescending me and girls laughing at me for no reason, my life has been filled with so much bullying

 

[Asianmanletcel]

same tbh fuck those bluepilled bullshit that bullies don't have it better later, and if there was, it's just an outlier, an anecdote.
https://incels.is/threads/studies-a...more-often-and-have-higher-self-esteem.58048/

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Instead I have such deep rooted hate against people. I have literally zero friends or even aquaintances and it´s been like that for 5+ years now. The thing is I have zero desire to have friends or hang out with anybody. All I want is a wife.

I'm basically in a similar situation, I don't want friends and haven't had any for the better part of a decade, nor do I like people. All that I want is a wife/long term companion who won't cuck me, and genuinely wants to be with me. Although I'm trying to get rid of that desire, because all it does is make me want to asphyxiate myself.

From outright beatings to older guys condescending me and girls laughing at me for no reason, my life has been filled with so much bullying

This.

After experiencing all that shit as a teenager I just grew to despise human nature, and I've been really isolated for years.

 

[NorthAfricanIncel]

 

[Hikikomori]

That moment, when you realize the general public itself is an enemy, if it wasn't the bullying would have either been stopped, or wouldn't have happened in the first place.

 

[NEETAndTidy]

I have little to no confidence in my ability to do anything. I'm visibly miserible most of the time.
Nobody wants to be my friend nor do I really crave any close friends because I know theyll leave me eventually too. I just want a cute loving gf to love and care about forever. Maybe kids eventually... although theyd have my shitngenes and end up like me most likely

 

[Mongolianwizard]

>Bullied
>Flared up with schizo symptoms
>Ended up all sorts of fucked
>Can't look at normalfags without getting irrationally angry knowing they had to do it to me
We're probably not going to make it and it wasn't fun while it lasted.

 

[hunchback]

bullying destroyed me. i enjoyed going to school, reading and learning new things before people starting beating me up, choking me and laughing at me. a lot of times it happened in front of the teachers but they refused to do anything, they were too busy with their own problems. i started getting shit grades because i just didn't want to be there and then the teachers and my mother started hounding me for it making things even worse. the classroom was hell for me and so was my home, i had nowhere to hide and no one to talk to, sometimes after classes i would start loitering and just walk from place to place killing time to avoid going home, one time i slept in a train station and got picked up by cops. i skipped classes many times until the school called my house and my mom starting accompanying me to the school gate. i could have had a normal life. a decade later i'm still reliving these painful memories every day and i'm doomed to kill myself sooner or later. all i learned from this is that you can't let just anyone become a teacher, you need to make sure only those who truly care about children and want to see them succeed get to sit behind that desk, they have too many responsibilities, giving the job to some literature graduate who couldn't get any other job and will look away when a kid gets beat up to a pulp is going to have disastrous and far reaching consequences later on.

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

From outright beatings to older guys condescending me and girls laughing at me for no reason, my life has been filled with so much bullying

 

[Incel Prime]

The meme that bullies peak during HS is a lie. I got bullied too. Most of my bullies now have wives, own or rent a place, have kids. Have pretty good careers. Mean while their bullying swt me back so far socially i dont know if i'll ever recover. Also it made me LDAR and in recent years become neet